Smiling Through Adversity

What Happend to You?

2011-11-18T21:21:00.029-06:00

A thick silence has fallen on this space for quite some time, but I can assure you that things have most certainly not been quiet in the hallways of my heart. Many of these thoughts have been winding there way through my mind for well over a year. :-)

Like a shadow that follows you in the bright sun light, everywhere I go there is a question that pursues me. I hear it in the curious whispers of children to their parents. I see it in the fixed eyes of strangers as I pass them by. “What happened to you?” They all ache to say, as they see me walking with an uneven gate; my hands holding tightly to two canes in order to steady myself.

I can tell by their eyes that for many their curiosity is accompanied by feelings of concern or pity. There are those who are strongly uncomfortable and strive to keep their distance from me. Some ponder the question inwardly while others make their thoughts more boldly known through an offhanded comment, or an occasional straightforward question.

I acknowledge as I look around, my senses having been fine tuned to the whispers and stares that are so much a part of my walk through this world. Politely, I strive to meet each wondering gaze and remark with a smile, never thinking twice before kindly embrace a question. I want to assure each person that I understand their curiosity and I am by no means offended by their response.

But I must confess, there are times when I wish that I could blend in and not be so plainly noticed. That was certainly the case not too long ago as I was approaching the checkout counter in a department store. I was standing in line when suddenly I was met with a surprising, assuming comment from the cashier. I smiled and gave him a kind, informatively reply, but inside I was shrinking. I wanted to sigh and hang my head low- to somehow just disappear. I'm thankful that God in His abundant mercy and grace did not allow me to so readily escape my discomfort. Instead He pursued me through it reminding me of the truth.

As I made my way across the parking lot, eager to leave this situation behind, this young man's remarks lingered in my mind, and I heard that still small voice whisper to my heart, “You are mine. I have set you apart to be different to stand out for my sake. 'You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden; nor does anyone light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on the lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the house. Let your light shine before men in such a way that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven.' ” Matthew 5:14-16

Deep within I know what He says to be true. With my hand held tightly in His grasp, our hearts aligned once again I press on- seeing more clearly than ever what a privilege it is to bear His light through this life wrapped in the gift of physical limitations. As I ponder that familiar question more deeply I wonder, am I living each day to reflect Christ in such a way that I make people want to stop in their tracks and consider 'What happened to you?'

How about you?

This song speaks clearly to the desire of my heart.

Only By God's Amazing Grace,

Melissa

A Scenic View

2011-08-31T21:13:00.000-05:00

Recently I took the opportunity to vew some of the wonder of creation through the lens of my camera. Thruly there is bauty all around us.

The Mighty Mississippi River

I changed my focus just a little bit to capture a train carrying coal across state lines.

There will be more scenic photos to come: until then, I pray that you are blessed.

Melissa

Cherished Memories

2011-07-08T23:00:00.018-05:00

Three months have passed since we said goodbye to my grandmother- a women whose life was rich both in experiences and years. As I reflect on her walk through this broken world, I remember a women who allowed the hardships of her life to mold her into someone with a heart of great compassion who loved deeply. One who held tight to her beliefs and stood by her convictions.

She was gentle and kind, and poured everything she had into the lives of those around her- strangers and loved ones alike. Having been nurtured by her hands and held in her heart, I will forever cherish the memories of the love that she gave, and all the time we spent in heartfelt conversations and roaring laughter- simply enjoying each other’s company.

With my birthday fast approaching my heart is draped with a curtain of sadness; as I prepare to face the occasion amidst reality that my ears will not be graced with the sound of a ringing phone and met on the other end by her joyous greeting and her marvelous voice, filled with such love, singing from her heart the timeless "Happy Birthday" melody.

While my heart aches with sadness, I am so thankful for the memories, photographs, and songs that keep her close as I anxiously await the day when we will be reunited for all eternity.

This is one of the last photos we had taken together.

Here she is singing a lullaby that I heard often growing up.

Time is fleeting, life is fragile cherish every moment!

Melissa

The Blessing of a Birthday Girl

2011-07-03T17:38:00.002-05:00

Today, I am reminded of the goodness of God and how He unites strangers as friends for our good and His glory.

An autumn chill was in the air on that mid November Sunday morning as I prepared to address the congregation of a church in a nearby community. With my notes clutched tightly in my grasp I made my way to the front of the church. Looking out into congregation I recognized many familiar faces as those who had played significant roles in my life as a child. Now, years later to the astonishment of many, I was standing before them passionately sharing my heart and my experiences with the forgotten Children of Romania.

One story after another I shared the accounts of children who have been left alone in hospitals and children’s homes; little ones, who though they are an oceans length away, hold my heart in their fragile hands.

As I concluded my remarks and the service was brought to a close many people gathered around to share their thoughts with me. As the crowd thinned, I noticed a woman standing off to the side. Her smile was radiant and I could tell that she wanted to share something important with me. With a very warm and energetic greeting she approached me. Asking if I had some time to talk she invited me to sit down. Pulling a small photo album from her purse she began to tell me how my testimony had touched her. Humbled by her kind words, I listened intently as she shared the story of how she and her husband had been called by God to step out in faith on the journey of adoption.

Opening the photo album she introduced me to their precious little girl. A tiny child from South Korea who like me, had been born with Spastic Cerebral Palsy. Our conversation lasted several minutes as I shared more of my personal story with her and answered some of her questions. Amazed and overjoyed at how God had brought us together we exchanged contact information and she promised to keep me updated on their adoption.

Over the next several months we exchanged many emails and I joined them in prayer for their daughter. Finally, in August of 2005 they traveled to bring their precious Ellie home. Today, Ellie is celebrating her ninth birthday. She is truly a light and a blessing to all those who know her. I am so thankful for the gift of her life and the opportunity that I have been given to be a part of it.

Happy Birthday Precious girl, I Love you!

An Abondance of Beauty

2011-05-11T07:08:00.000-05:00

I cannot help but marvel at the beauty of creation in this wonderful season of spring!

The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God stands forever." Isaiah 40:8

Come now, let us reason together," says the Lord. "Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool. Isaiah 1:18

But blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in him. They will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit.” Jeremiah 17:7-8.

I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. John 15:5

I am so thankful for the grace mercy and love that He pours on my life daily. How Great is our God!

Hushed and Humbled by His Grace,

Melissa

Extravagant Beauty

2011-05-10T10:42:00.000-05:00

The delicate detail and vibrant color which God has spread across creation leaves me in awe of Him. What marvelous beauty we have been given to enjoy! I love capturing it!

The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. Psalm: 19:1

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6

"Consider how the lilies grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in his entire splendor was dressed like one of these. Luke 12:27

Give thanks to the God of heaven. His love endures forever. Psalm 136:26

I will have more beauty to share in my next post. Until then, enjoy all the blessings that God has wrapped for you in the gift of today!

Richest Blessings in Christ,

Melissa

Come to Jesus

2011-04-09T06:25:00.001-05:00

I am so thankful today that no matter the circumstance, or season of life, in Jesus there is life. His sustaining grace and love will remain steadfast at all times.

I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. John 10:10

Only by His Grace,

Melissa

Just a Call Away

2011-04-02T05:15:00.004-05:00

There are so many thoughts winding their way through the corridors of my mind. Thoughts that are just waiting to be spilled across the keys and onto the page before me, but as I sit here in the silence of these early morning hours, with shadows of sorrow surrounding me as the impending passing of a loved one rests on the horizon of my future, I cannot seem to find the words with which to begin composing my thoughts.

As I listen to sound of silence,and feel the ache of sorrow in every beat of my heart, I am thankful that "love is just a call away".

The song I have to share today is an original song written by Lexi. I had the privilege of meeting both Lexi and her mom last weekend. It was truly a day that I will remember for the rest of my life!

I will have much more to share about my experience in another post. I am truly in awe of God, and I am so thankful for the gift of friendship that He has given me in Jill. If you have not yet found Jill's blog for yourself, I encourage you to follow the link and soak in God's love and truth through her transparent reflections of life walked out in faith. Her love for God, her passion for the truth, and her heart for others inspires me daily to a greater pursuit of becoming like Christ.

Lexi is truly beautiful from the inside out! Her heart and passion for the things of God is like nothing I have ever seen in someone so young. God has blessed Lexi with many incredible talents and she desires only to use each one for His glory. God‘s love and light radiate from deep within her and leave sa profound impact on the lives of everyone she meets.

Will you please join me in praying over Lexi` as she trusts God with the future that He has planned for her? Next weekend she will be recording her first CD. After that she will be finishing up high school and God only knows the plans He has for her future, but one thing is for sure,His plans for her are GOOD because her heart is set on pleasing Him!

Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know. Jeremiah 33:3

Only by His Grace,

Melissa

In Him

2011-03-21T07:46:00.003-05:00

I woke up this morning, from a restless night of little sleep, with the words to this song scrolling through my mind.

On this stretch of life’s journey, I have found myself in great need of peace, rest and a song to sing in the dark of night. I am thankful that I don’t have to look far to find any of these things they are all resting within my reach in God’s word and at the throne of grace. So, with my heart heavy and my thoughts winding in all directions I draw near and call on Him- trusting that He knows my heart and all of my desires.

Though I cannot make ssense of the circumstances that surround me, I know that His ways are higher and His plans for me are far better than anything that I can conceive on my own- all of His glory.

So I wave the white flag of surrender. NOT my will but yours be done, Lord. And I offer Him thanks for the provisions and strength that He gives for today, and the bright hope for tomorrow. Because God is love!

Surrendered to the Savior,

Melissa

Faithful Friend

2011-03-18T23:30:00.004-05:00

Friendship is one of Gods most precious and remarkable gifts. As I prepare this week to travel and be reunited with a close friend and to meet another whom I cherish and respect, I am so thankful for the gift of friendship and for the reminder that brings. The reminded that it is more blessed to give than to receive.

I pray that I will take on the mind and nature of Christ and that my friendships with others reflect Him.

That I am quick to listen and slow to speak.

That my words would be laces with grace and would be used as tools in the hand of God to build up the faith and life of another.

That I would go before the throne of grace often desiring not to lay burdens of my own down at His feet, but the cares and concerns of others.

I would rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn.

That the light of Christ shining from within me would light the path for the journey that someone else had been called to travel.

That the counsel I offer would be to seek first the will of God

Lord, help me to be a true and faithful friend that I might honor you!

If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others. Philippians 2:1-4

Only by His Grace,

Melissa

Thankful Thursday- Friends

2011-03-17T19:21:00.012-05:00

I remember the day as if it were yesterday. The summer sun beat down hard upon the earth and poured through my open window as I scrambled to change my clothes and force my feet into the plastic braces that along with my canes, would be my physical support for the day.

In a combination of anticipation, excitement, and strong apprehension my heart pulsated hard within my chest. This was a day that I had long been preparing and waiting for. In just 3 short hours I would be standing in the company of over 100 other homeschooled seniors from across the country and around the world, who, together with family and friends, were gathering to commemorate high school graduation.

Elation seemed to permeate the air around me, yet my heart was profoundly sad- that for reason beyond my control my parents, who inverted so much into my education over the past four years, were not able to share in this joyous occasion. In those moments I realized that I was going to need much more than just physical support to make it through the day. I paused in the flurry of getting ready to lift my heart in prayer and ask God to somehow carry me through this day.

Little did I know how His answer would come.

With my grandmother, my uncle, and my aunt at my side we made the two hour trip to the school that furnished my curriculum and held my transcripts. Upon our arrival, I made my way through winding hallways and up three flights of stairs to join the rest of the graduating class. The room was humming with conversation as I made my way through the rows of neatly lined chairs, and past my peers all sitting in caps and gowns of royal blue.

Finding my name on a slip of paper resting on the seat of a chair I took my place among them. Not long after the chairs on either side of me were being taken by the two young women whose names their seats also held. As they took their places I sat in silence, with nervous sadness surrounding me.

The girl seated at my right introduced herself to me. Softly I greeted her; secretly hoping for no further conversation. But, with great enthusiasm, she continued to talk. Sitting silently I listened, wanting desperately to keep to myself, so that my apprehensions and sadness could not be seen. But, she persisted. In an effort to satisfy her tongue I spoke. It was not long before we were fully engaged in conversation.

As the day wore on, we stuck together and I found myself taking great delight her company. As the ceremony concluded, with caps tossed high, we had our photo taken together, and exchanged a hug and contact information before heading our separate ways.

A smile crossed my face as I descended the school steps that evening realizing that this beautiful young woman who stood at my right was God’s answer to my prayer.

Little did I know that our meeting was just the beginning of a friendship that has remained strong ever since.

Today as I am just days away from traveling to West Virginia to be reunited with Krystal I thank God for how He held my fragile heart in His hands that day, and gave me the gift of friendship that would last a lifetime.

2005

2007

“A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.”

Sustained by God's Grace,

Melissa

Counting

2011-03-14T21:40:00.078-05:00

The book lays open upon her desk. With a pencil in hand, she sits pondering the concepts that are spread across the page before her. From another room I hear her counting as she works her way from left to right across the page, carefully solving each equation that makes up the day’s lesson in second grade math.

A smile bursts across my face as I hear her pause and say,‘six'. The number sparks my memory. For weeks I too have been counting. Counting down the days until creation is awakened from its long winter slumber and is revived again by the warmth of the springtime sun. Yes, only six days to go and it will be spring!

Her counting continue one step higher. From six she climbs to seven. My smile widens as the anticipation within me continues to build. In seven short days I will be reunited in person with a young woman whom I have been blessed to call a dear friend for nearly eight years!

Oh, the joy that is springing up from within as I continue this simple exercise in counting. Count the blessings that my heavenly Father has lovingly wrapped up in the gift of today. With my heart filled with gratitude I offer Him thanks for a select few of the endless number blessings that He has lavishly bestowed on me.

the blessing of prayer -both giving it as a gift to others, and receiving its benefits and comfort myself

sunshine

Daylight savings time

Emails from a trusted friend that bring encouragement a smile to my day

Clean Water to quench my thirst

Two cans that help me stand up and walk

New shoes

The opportunity to surprise others with simple acts of love and kindness.

A future that is resting safely and securely in hands of our loving, all knowing God

The gift of one more day

The best way to give God thsnks is to live in complete surrender and full obedience to His will no matter the cost.

Lord, teach me to number my days; to use my time wisely for your honor and glory. Open my eyes to see you clearly in the ordinary as well as the extraordinary moments that make up each new day. Help me to fix my mind on complete surrender and obedience. May lips overflow daily with praise and thanksgiving for the gift of your Son and all of the blessings that you generously give me that I am so undeserving of. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Only by God’s Amazing Grace,

Melissa

Let Go and Let God

2011-02-26T02:29:00.005-06:00

Physically speaking, this week has been very difficult. The deep aches and throbbing pains of repetitive motion injuries and extreme spasticity caused by my Cerebral palsy have left me feeling tired and weary. While physically this ongoing pain has been very hard to endure God has used these trying days and sleepless nights to speak to my heart.

He has been calling me to look up to Him and lay everything I am and all of my will down at His feet, and trust that He will lift me up, and give me the strength stand, and the grace to press on in this journey. I simply need to walk by faith and believe that even though pain surrounds me, and my life has taken a shape that I never hoped or imagined that it would, God is faithful, and He will use all of this for my good and His glory.

In letting go and allowing my every doubt and fear, and all of my expectations hopes and dreams be carried away by the wind of His spirit, fixing my eyes solely on Him, and embracing every day as a gift and each hardship as good, I will see His faithfulness and receive the blessings that He desires for me- blessings that can only come from abiding in Him.

When days are hard and nights grow long, and I desperately desire someone to tell me that all will be okay, I can cling to His word and rest on the promises that He gives. I can trust that He will go with me and sustain me by His grace until the day when I will look upon His face and all of life’s hardships are lost forever in His love!

Thank you Lord, for your love and faithfulness when I am faithless. Help my unbelief, and give me the strength to trust you no matter what may come my way. Help me to recognize all of your blessings as I unwrap this gift on challenging layer at time.

In Jesus wonderful name I pray, Amen

Only By His Grace

Melissa

Every Season

2011-02-04T23:26:00.006-06:00

As it is in many parts of the country right now, the canvas of creation around me is covered in a thick wet blanket of white While do I enjoy gazing upon the natural beauty of snow lacing barren tree branches, and icicles dangling from overhangs, I must confess, I am more than ready to embrace the warmth of the sun on my skin, and behold the sight of fresh flowers in bloom, and birds taking flight.

As I have been eagerly awaiting the changing of seasons, not only in the physical world around me, but in life, God has been whispering through the chill in the air, and the restlessness of my spirit, "at the appointed time the season will change. But, until then there is reason to rejoice. There is a time for every purpose under heaven." Both in nature and in our lives, winter opens the door for new life to enter in. God is working all things together for good, and making all things new!

May I wait patiently on the Lord, and give thanks in every season that He gives!

Only By His Grace,

Melissa

One Day-One Lunch YOU Can Make a Difference!

2011-02-02T00:09:00.003-06:00

A generous man will himself be blessed, for he shares his food with the poor Proverbs 22:9

Stop for a minute and consider this question. What are you having for lunch today?

For thousands of children around the world the answer to that question is nothing!

Every 5 seconds somewhere in the word a child dies of starvation.

Sadly, while we go through our days and plan our meals we rarely think about those who have no food to fill their aching, empty stomachs.

Perhaps it is because this epidemic of hunger is so large; we don’t even know where to begin in easing the pain that it causes. But what if you knew where to begin? What if all it took was giving the money that you would spend on lunch for one day to make a significant difference in the lives of hungry children. It can!

The Average American spends between $2.00 and $8.00 a day on lunch. If everyone who reads this blog post would simply choose- on February 3^rd- to give up their ‘lunch money’ and then donate what they would have spent on lunch that day to Lifesong For Orphans for the Adami Tulu preschool in Ziway, Ethiopia the pains of hunger would be eased for thousands of children and lives would be saved!

Jesus took in His hands the lunch of an obedient, willing child and with it He fed more than 5000 people. Imagine what Jesus could do with your lunch! A mere $3.00 feeds a child for ONE MONTH. Imagine the impact that can be made simply by our willingness to place our lunch in His hands to make a small sacrifice for someone else?
So mark your calendar for Feb. 3rd and spread the word about the 'One Day- One Lunch Project.' Together we can make a difference in the lives of children one lunch at a time!

Donations can be given online at: http://www.lifesongfororphans.org/donation.html please indicate it's to go to the Adami Tulu Preschool.

Or mail checks to:

Lifesong for Orphans

PO Box 40

Gridley, IL 61744

**Indicate for the Adami Tulu Preschool

(The One Day – One Lunch Project was started by Addisyn and her family. You can learn more about them and the amazing journey God has put them on here!)

Because They are His Children,

Melissa

Hanging On

2011-01-22T02:28:00.003-06:00

An instant- that is all it takes for life to change forever. In an instant all that is familiar can be stripped away to great unknown. Such an instant occurred for me this week in a phone call I received form a friend. As her words of ill health fell piercingly on my ears a weight of apprehension, and deep sadness came to rest heavy on my heart.

Hanging up the phone, I sat in silent disbelief before God- unable to formulate a clear thought, and unable to pray. After several minutes God broke the silence, quilting my heart with His word; reminding me to be still and cling to Him. He showed me once again that even when it seems like my world has been turned upside down, and I am left feeling utterly alone, He is there. His word will remain constant no matter the circumstances that surround.

Though many unknowns linger on the horizon, I will anchor myself to His word that is my very life. His thoughts for you and me outnumber the grains of sand that cover all the earth’s shores. His love is unfailing, and His word is eternal. These are promises we can cling to.

All people are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field; the grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of the Lord endures forever. 1 Peter 1 : 24-25

Only by His Grace,

Melissa

Frozen Fog

2011-01-12T17:20:00.000-06:00

I will be the first to tell you that I don't like winter. But even while I dread the bitter cold I must admit, there is something so majestic and serene about nature being dressed in winter’s pure white garments that I absolutely love! Take this frozen fog for example.

If this has wet your appetite for seeing some really incredible photos that capture the frozen fingerprints of God across the landscape of creation, I encourage you to take in an awe inspiring view from talents of Jill and Lexi! Their work will leave you speachless!! (and if you are like me a little jealous too.) :-)

The heavens declare the glory of God;

the skies proclaim the work of his hands.
Day after day they pour forth speech;
night after night they reveal knowledge.
They have no speech, they use no words;
no sound is heard from them.
Yet their voice goes out into all the earth,
their words to the ends of the world.

Psalm 19:1-4

In His Amazing Grace,

Melissa

Give Me Jesus

2011-01-08T00:16:00.003-06:00

Here we are one week into New Year. As I look back on all that this first week has entailed my first thought is, “wow, this year has not started off anything like I hoped it would.” Already I have experienced enough physical pain and emotional heartache to last me the rest of the year.

Then I call to mind the prayer that I laid before God as 2010 drew to a close. A desire and prayer that my eyes and ears would be open to see and hear God more clearly, that I would rely on Him completely, and trust Him no matter what.

In light of this desire, I see that the year has begun exactly as I prayed that it would. As my physical strength has been depleted, my heart broken and my emotions left raw, my spirit has been made hungry for more of God- who has promises to be my strength and my portion forever.

My eyes have been seeking to see His righteous hand at work. My ears have been tuned to listen closely for His still small voice in everything around me, and in every interaction that I have with other Christians.

I have been left with nothing to rely on but Jesus. His love, His direction, His peace, His truth, and His strength, are the only things in life that can be trusted. In our deepest needs He meets us with the grace to see us through. He alone is faithful.

As life’s seasons change throughout this year, may we long for more of Jesus.

Fernando Ortega - "Give Me Jesus" from Adamson.TV on Vimeo.

In His Grace,

Melissa

God Cares

2011-01-05T17:27:00.001-06:00

I found this as I was thumbing through the archives of a favorite blog today. It was a message I needed. Maybe it is something God wants to remind you of too. No matter the season you are walking through- God is there and He cares.

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Paslm 73:26

God Will Take Care of You

May your troubled heart

find peace and comfort in the knowledge

that you are never alone.

May God's presence ease

your trembling spirit and give you rest.

He knows how you feel.

He is ever aware of your circumstances

and ready to be your strength,

your grace, and your peace.

He is there to cast sunlight

into all of your darkened shadows,

to send encouragement through the love

of friends and family, and

to replace your weariness with new hope.

God is your stronghold,

and with Him as your guide,

you need never be afraid.

No circumstances can block His love.

No grief is too hard for Him to bear.

No task is too difficult

for Him to complete.

When what you are feeling

is simply too deep for words

and nothing anyone does or says

can provide you with the relief you need,

God understands.

He is your provider --

today, tomorrow, and always.

And He loves you.

Cast all of your cares on Him...

and believe.

Author -- Linda E. Knight

Trusting Him,

Melissa

Thankful Thursday- Winter Fun

2010-12-23T12:34:00.006-06:00

When the snow starts to fly I am usually content to gaze upon its glistening beauty through frosted windowpanes from the warmth of an indoor dwelling. But, there are times when I cannot resist braving the winter chill, and the treacherous walking conditions, to capture the excitement and wonder of children as they are bundled tight in multiple layers, and sent out to embrace an afternoon of fun in the snow white winter wonderland.Tuesday afternoon was just such a time.

I had to laugh to myself as I endeavored to embark on this escapade, with my camera tucked carefully deep in the pocket of my coat, and my hands gripping tightly to my canes, so festively wrapped in Christmas lights. Heaven only knows the adventures and the challenges that awaited me as I stepped over the threshold of my back door into the slippery, sparkling blanket of white that covers the frozen ground.

I could hear the energetic voices of my sisters calling me as I made my way down the steps, wet with melted snow. As soon as I round the corner and come into their innocent view, thick, wet snowballs began to pelt my down filled winter coat. The adventure had begun.

As quickly as the snowballs began soaring though the air they ceased- as the girls turned their thoughts from snowballs to snowman. I followed closely behind them as they made their way though inches of snow in search of an untouched patch where they could proudly construct their first “Frosty” of the season. At last they found the perfect location! I watched, in childlike wonder, through the lens of my camera, as they rolled three big balls, one right after another, and carefully lifted them atop each other to create the perfect snowman.

With their snowman complete (with the exception of arms) the girls ventured off to go tromp though some deep drifts. I decided that it was best that I forgo that venture. I struggle to walk on flat, dry ground. Can you imagine what walking in deep snow is like? Let’s just say it is an ADVENTURE- one that I don’t like to take unless absolutely necessary. :-)

After a few minutes they emerged from the drifts and invited me up in their tree house.

I was more than happy to climb into the tree house with them, but climbing down scared me to death! I am afraid of heights, and my legs were so cold and stiff that I could hardly bend them. I seriously thought I was going to fall. I think I will keep my feet planted firmly on the ground from now on- Thank you very much!

Once back on the ground, I sat down to catch my breath. The girls saw that as an opportunity to pile on top of me. :-)

Covererd in snow and chilled to the bone, I was ready to return indoors,but not brfore basking in the smiles and laughter of these two little snow buddies taking a ride on a sled.

How thankful I am for snowballs and snowmen; smiles and laughter, and memories made with these two precious girls.

From our family to yours, Merry Christmas!

Rejoicing in the Christ Child,

Melissa

"God’s Love story"

2010-12-20T20:25:00.003-06:00

If you are someone who enjoys reading a good story, I encourage you to take a few minutes and read "God’s Love story" written by Lexi. You will be inspired as you read the story of Christmas as imagined and told by this beautiful young woman whose heart beats in time with the God whom she loves. You can read the strory here.

I pray you all have a wonderful Christmas! May God's gift of love overflow from our hearts not only at Christimas, but each day of the year.

In Christ Alone,

Melissa

Ellie

2010-12-15T17:06:00.001-06:00

Born with Spastic Cerebral Palsy, five years ago this beautiful little girl was without hope; a special needs orphan in Korea. Today, through the love of her adoptive family, Ellie Barth is an intellegent, thriving, and very vibrant 8 year old who captures the hearts of all who know her.

Though physically she is largely confined to a wheelchair, and she struggles with limited speech, her spirit soars and her determination is strong. Her courage in the face of her limitations, multiple surgeries, and pain is something to be admired. (This child's strength puts me to shame, and I am more than 3 times her age.)

Tomorrow morning, Ellie will again put her courage proudly on display. Instead of joining her class and playing the Sugarplum Fairy in her school’s Christmas program, she with be undergoing yet another surgery. A surgery to have a medical pump implanted in her side that will deliver a constant stream of medicine into her spine in hopes of reducing the spasticity throughout her body and bringing greater ease to her mobility and speech.

Last night she beamed with delight as I sat across the table from her, and over a game of Candy Land, we discussed the surgery, the recovery, and what we pray will be improved quality of life following. She is thrilled with the idea that when all of this is said and done she will most likely have better balance and be able to walk with her walker on a more constant basis.

Will you please join me in praying over Ellie and her medical team though out the next few days? This operation should be quick and it has great potential of improving so many areas of Ellie’s life. As one who has been through this myself, I also know that there can be complications.

Please pray For:

Wisdom for the attending physician
A successful surgery
That Ellie’s body would remain healthy and not reject the implant

That her body will adjust quickly to the medicine so that she can return home
An overall Smooth recovery with no complications- spinal headaches are very common after this procedure and they can pose many difficult and painful challenges.

Thank you for bringing Ellie before the Lord who holds her in His tender care.

God Bless you,

Meissa 

Silent Night Holy Night

2010-12-10T23:23:00.004-06:00

Other than scripture itself, nothing captures the beauty, depth and wonder of Christmas more than the carols that have been handed down from generation to generation- melodies that we hold deep in our hearts that remind us of the gift of love that came to earth as a baby born in a manger- that though His death and resurrection we might be reconciled to God for all eternally.

Who better to sing of that holy, silent night than Lexi. I pray you all have a wonderful Christmas. May this season be full of reminders that God is with us!

Only By God's Gift of Grace,

Melissa

Thankful Thursday- Smiles & Laughter

2010-12-09T14:53:00.000-06:00

A happy heart makes the face cheerful... Proverbs 13:15

This little girl is becoming quite the picture bug!

Over the weekend she got a hold of my camera and began begging me to let her take my photo. How could I resist her? I just had to give in!

Her giggles brought me to my knees with laughter as she played photographer for 20 minutes- taking one shot after another; telling me just what I should say to the camera in order for her to get the perfect shot.

When I finally managed to get my camera out of her gentle, pudgy little grasp (she kept telling me that all of the pictures were “garbage” just so she could keep taking more.) I was really surprised at how good she did capturing me.

I think a camera would make a great Christmas gift for her. What do you think?

In this season of life where uncertainty surrounds me, and physical pain tries to grab a hold of my joy, I am so thankful for moments like these filled with smiles, laughter and love.

Only by His Grace,

Melissa

Thankful Thursday- Maggie

2010-12-02T03:40:00.003-06:00

Children are a heritage from the LORD, offspring a reward from him. Psalm 127:3

As the verse above states, children are a blessing from the Lord. Sometimes God chooses to double the blessing by giving a family the gift of a child who has special needs. What a gift these children are! Few things put the glory and power of God more on display than a child whose life has been wrapped in the challenges of a disability.

Ten years ago God blessed our family with one of these precious children. A little girl whose life He wrapped in a rare form of Down Syndrome.(My younger sister) Form the moment I laid eyes on Maggie I fell deeply in love. Her beautiful, almond shaped eyes captured my heart, and I have never been the same since!

Through the years my love for Maggie has only grown as I have watched her grow, and learn, and develop a personality all her own! But, the love that I /our family has for Maggie cannot compare to the love and joy that she so freely gives to us and others! Hugs are her specialty! Whether she is around family, friends, or perfect strangers she is always ready to give a warm hug. Her smile lights up every room she enters! Her laughter is contagious! Her ability to so quickly forgive and forget is like nothing I have ever seen! How quickly tears of sadness can be turned to tears of joy in her presence!

Not only am I thankful for her life and the love that is shared between us, but I am ever so thankful for the profound lessons and reminders that God has given me through her life.

Her pure delight in life’s most simple pleasures causes me to slow down, to stop, to be still and consider the blessings and the miracles that are wrapped in the ordinary moments of every day.

Her desire to always lend a helping hand reminds me to be generous.

Her innocence and wonder reminds me that I need to delight myself in the Lord.

Her childlike faith humbles me, and reminds me that I too need the faith like a child to draw near to my Father.

Her desire to pray often reminds me to pray without ceasing and believe!

Her trusting us to meet all her needs reminds me not to concern myself with the things that are meant for God to care for.

Her coming to us when she is hurt, or in need reminds me to cast all of my cares on the Lord.

Her questions remind me to seek Him.

Her joy reminds me that in Him there is fullness of joy.

Her love reminds me that the love of God is everlasting and notihng will ever be able to separate you and I from it!

Thank you, God for the gift of children and how they lead us to a closer walk with you!

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If you have children in your life who like to doodle click here to learn about a fun game that will help them learn how to draw some pretty cute cartoon faces! This looks like a ton of fun, and it sure to bring some laughter to your table! Thanks Jill for sharing this resource!

Only By His Grace,

Melissa

Give Hope

2010-11-24T19:51:00.002-06:00

The Christmas season is fast approaching. Soon department and toy stores will be full of busy shoppers with lists in hand ready to purchase special gifts for loved ones and friends, and place them neatly wrapped beneath a well decorated Christmas tree. This year will you add hope to the top of your list of gifts to give, and consider how you can give the gift of hope to those who are desperately in need?

You can give hope to thirsty communities in Africa by coming alongside Wake Up Stand Up and The Water Project and helping to fund 25 wells by the 25th of December. Your partnership will provide 15,000 people with clean, safe water- Your gift will not only change lives it will save lives! To learn more, or to make a donation click HERE

Another way to give hope is though supporting adoption. There are millions of children who will be spending this Christmas alone. There are many families who have answered the call to adopt, and they are now praying and and trusting the Lord to supply all of their needs as they wait to bring their children home. You can be a part of their journey by making a donation that will give encouragement, provide hope, and aid in ushering two precious children home into the arms of love forever.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13

Jonah

2010-11-23T14:11:00.001-06:00

Over the last couple of days I have encountered the story of Jonah from a couple different angles. The first, the story as told by a child. This video is truly a must see!

The story of Jonah from Corinth Baptist Church on Vimeo.

This story of Jonah speaks powerfully to our human nature in contrast with the character God. Through Jonah we see that despite our desire to run from God; despite our sin His love remains.

There is never a place we can go that God does not see us.

His greatest concern is our hearts.

He is desires full obedience.

He hears the cry of a repentant heart.

When we step out in faith and obey Him He will show Himself faithful.

He is a God of second chances- full of compassion, slow to anger, and abounding in love.

He desires to use us, and calls us to proclaim His message of love, forgiveness, and grace to the world that is dying without it!

They will know we are Christians by our love!

What does the story of Jonah speak to you?

This poem was written by the daughter of a couple whom I deeply respect. Emily captrures the emotions of Jonah so well.

Only by His Grace,

Melissa

Moses and the Burning Within

2010-11-22T14:12:00.002-06:00

If you have an hour of free time I strongly encourage you to invest it in watching "Moses and the Burning Within." This musical play, adapted straight out of Exodus, beautifully depicts the story of Moses and God’s redemption of His people. The story, brought to life by an incredibly talented cast from a church in Pennsylvania, stands to display the power of God and remind us all that nothing and no one will ever be able to stand in the way of God’s plans. His love transcends all things!

Just as He redeemed the Israelites from their operation at the hands of

pharaoh in Egypt, and miraculously provided for their every need as they wondered in the wilderness for 40 years, He has provided for our redemption from sin though the cross of Christ, and He will provide for our every need as we look though the eyes of faith and trust Him to lead us safely though this life to the promise land of eternity with Him. To view this powerful performance go here.

Only by His Grace.,

Melissa

Everyone Needs a Little

2010-11-20T00:45:00.002-06:00

I was introduced to this song by a blog friend whom I deeply respect. She requested that a video be made for the song, so I decided to take her up on the challenge. In the process of making the video I had to play the song many times over to get the timing right with the pictures. The more the song played the more the lyrics sank deep into my heart. Now every time I hear this song I am reminded of who God is, and how deep His love runs for all of His children. He desires nothing from us but our hearts. He invites us to "come sit at His feet! Come drink from His cup! Feel His heartbeat! Hear Him breath!"- Jill Samter Everything we could ever long for is found in Him. He is standing with arms wide open ready to meet us. He is savior, provider, and friend! How can we do anything less than praise Him?

Only By His Grace,

Melissa

Thankful Thursday- My List

2010-11-18T21:02:00.003-06:00

Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever Psalm 106:1

There are some things in life that stop you in your tracks and leave you in awe of their absolute beauty. Among them for me are the teachable, tender hearts of children. As I visited Jill’s blog this morning I was awe struck listening to 7 of her 9 children share some of the things that they are most thankful for. These children set such a beautiful example of what it means to be thankful for all that we have- right down to our soap and towels! If you have a few minutes today, I strongly encourage to watch these short videos for yourself, and then take time to reflect upon some of the things that you have to be thankful for.

Here are a few things that are at the top of my list:

The unconditional love of God

The truth of God’s word that guides me

The mercies of God that are new every morning

The gift of life itself

The freedoms we enjoy in this country

That all of my most basic needs are met- (food, clothing, shelter, clean water, a bed lie to on, etc.

The gift of prayer and the power it holds - There is nothing more comforting or encouraging to me than knowing that someone is praying for me. It is a joy to be able to give this gift to others. What blessed assurance in found in knowing that God hears and answers every prayer- maybe not how we would like, or how we hope, but He does answer us, and His answers are always in our best interest at heart.

The blessing and love of family and friends-both in person and online- I don’t know what I would do without those that God has put in my life to build me up, challenge me, and point me to Him.

The faithful heart and inspiring music of 16 year old Lexi- God will change the world through dedicated souls like hers.

The ability to stand up and walk- As difficult as it can be for me sometimes, as my muscles fight against me with every step I take, I am so thankful for the blessing of my 2 canes ,and that I have enough strength and balance to stand up and walk!

The opportunity to and meet the needs of the least of these- I am in awe that God has taken my life and given me 6 opportunities (4 of them traveling and serving by myself) to put love in action and have my faith expanded by serving His children in Romania.

The gift of Cerebral palsy- It is a gift that drives me to my knees pressing deeper into Him- seeking His strength for what most people would consider to be the most simple of tasks. It is a gift that He has entrusted me with to uses as means to shine the light. It is all because of Him that I can say with a smile, “this happened so that the works of God might be displayed!” John 9:2 Every challenge and disappointment, and every wavve of pain, serves as a chisel in His hand as He shapes me into the image of His Son. There is nothing more humbling than to be called His child and too be used for His divine purpose.

Oh, how thankful I am that He is making all things new!

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. James 1:17

Thankful for His Grace,

Melissa

It's a Gotcha Day in Romania!

2010-11-16T23:00:00.041-06:00

My heart is full of joy and praise at the goodness of God and the miracle of adoption. Today in Romania, after a very long 2 ½ year journey, the Howerton’s largely welcomed George ‘Joey’ Joseph and Gina Grace into their family forever! Never again will these children know the pain of abandonment. Never again will they yearn for love!

Praise God that He is a father to the fatherless… He sets the lonely in families! (Psalm 68:5-6)

As I rejoice with the Howerton’s on this historic day in their family’s history, I also give thanks that God has extended the free gift of adoption to all who will receive it in faith- believing in the death and resurrection of Jesus for the forgiveness of sins.

But when the set time had fully come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, 5 to redeem those under the law, that we might receive adoption to sonship. Galatians 4:4-5

What comfort and peace are found in knowing that once we accept His gift we will never be separated from Him! He will never turn His back on us, or look the other way. His love will remain steadfast no matter how far we may stray. There will never be a place that you and I can go where He is not already there. Never will the burdens of our lives become too heavy for Him to bear. His guiding hand will lead us safely along life’s path right to the door of eternity- where we will dwell in the house of the Lord forever!

There are no orphans of God!

There are millions more children waiting for love, and there are many families who have opened their hearts to adoption. Many are waiting on the Lord to provide the resources necessary to bring their children home. You and I have an opportunity to come alongside these children and families with our prayers and financial support. If you would like to have a hand in redeeming two more children, and ushering them into the arms of love forever click here to chip in.

Amazed by His Grace,

Melissa

PS. Here is video of the very happy Howerton children during the "Joey and Gina Party"

If you would like, you can read the details of their exciting day here. ( This will give you a very good picture of what life is like in Romania.)

Baron, Joyce, and Children, I am so happy for you! My thoughts and prayers are with you often. I am praying that we will meet again on your side of the ocean. God Bless You!

Mighty to Save

2010-11-12T23:03:00.010-06:00

The lyrics resonated within me as they filled the quiet space around me. “Savior He can move mountains. My God is mighty to save.”

Here I sit facing moutains that are much too high for me to climb. Mountains of intense physical pain brought about by circumstances beyond my control. Mountains of deep longing, and grief- for loved ones and others who are walking though life enduring hardship and suffering without the comfort of a relationship with God through His son -a relationship that can truly bring hope and peace to the darkest, most painful, and hopeless situations.

As I gaze upon these mountains I am reminded that noting is too hard for Him!

He who:

Parted the red sea for two million Israelites,

Save Daniel from the Lion’s den,

And David from Goliath.

Turned water into wine,

And a greedy tax collector into a man of overwhelming generosity,

Fed 5000 people with 5 loves and 2 fish,

Walked on the water,

And raised Jesus from the dead.

He has all power to move the mountains in my life and yours.

With a whisper He can calm the raging sea.

With the touch of His had He opened the eyes of the blind, and set captives free.

He can soften the hardest of hearts,

And open the eyes of those who have been blinded by this world.

Those who have been held captive by religion can be set fee to an intimate relationship with Him.

It is not His will that any should perish, but for all to come to repentance. ( 2 Peter 1:9)

Truly, He is mighty to save!

“His love is heart changing, mind healing, soul soothing.”-Jill Samter

May we live in such a way that we reflect Him at all times- freely giving His compassion, mercy and love to all- encouraging one another, and praying fervently for the salvation of those who are living without Him today.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16

Clinging to His Saving Grace,

Melissa

Faithful Servants

2010-11-10T23:48:00.002-06:00

Myself with the Howerton's

In 2001 Baron and Joyce Howerton picked up their family and left the comfort and familiarity of life in American to embrace God’s call on their lives to step into the fields, white with harvest in Romania. For the past 9 years this family has been faithfully following the Lord’s lead as they have planted a church, reached out to the community, meeting the needs of the less fortunate, and most recently have begun pouring themselves in the lives of children who have been left abandoned in a government institution.

Two years ago they heard God’s call on their lives to adopt, and they opened their hearts and their home to a set of Romanian twins. Today, though their adoption is not yet final, the twins are thriving as they are developing greater academic skills, and are learning what it means to truly be welcomed into a family and unconditionally loved- not only by their parents and siblings, but by God who created them, knows them by name, has a place for them at His family table, and a plan for their lives.

From the moment I met this family last November, when I had the privilege of bringing them Christmas gifts and well loved treats from the states, they inspired me with their dedication to ministry. All six of their children warmed my heart. It is truly a privilege to know them, and to come along side them in prayer and any encouragement that I can offer.

I would love to be on the next flight to Romania, and I am fervently praying for another open door and opportunity for ministry, but until the Lord provides one I will be faithful in the sincere and joyful act of prayer.

Will you please join me in praying for the Howerton’s at they continue to pour themselves out and share the truth, hope, and joy of the gospel with the hurting, lost and seeking souls of Lugoj, Romania. Please pray for their family, their church and all those whom they serve. Please also for the finalization of the twins’ adoption. Their final court date is November 16, 2010. To God be the Glory!

To learn more about the Howerton’s and their ministry visit http://www.howertonsinromania.blogspot.com/

Here are the twins and their younger brother singing “The Crayon Box Song”

I hope this warms your heart today as it did mine. Enjoy!

"The Crayon Box Song"

When I was just a little child

No higher than your knee,

My mother bought a box of crayons,

Just for me.

I picked them up and I opened them up

And I looked way down inside,

And the colors there reminded me

Of Jesus when He died.

O… Red is the color of the blood that He shed,

Brown is for the crown of thorns they laid upon His head.

Blue is for royalty! In Heaven He does dwell;

And yellow is for the Christian who's afraid to tell.

I colored and I colored

'Til the crayons were all gone,

And though I am much older now,

The mem'ry lingers on.

And when I see a little child

With crayon box in hand,

I tell them what they mean to me

And hope they'll understand.

O… Red is the color of the blood that He shed,

Brown is for the crown of thorns they laid upon His head.

Blue is for royalty! In Heaven He does dwell;

And yellow is for the Christian who's afraid to tell.

Afraid to tell of a Savior

Who died on Calvary,

He died for lowly sinners

Just like you and me;

And someday soon He's coming back

To be our King,

And the colors of the crayon box

We will sing!

O… Red is the color of the blood that He shed,

Brown is for the crown of thorns they laid upon His head.

Blue is for royalty! In Heaven He does dwell;

And yellow is for the Christian who's afraid to tell.

So, don't you be a Christian, who's afraid to tell!

"Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, ²⁰ and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” Matthew 28:19-20

My Help Comes from the Lord

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I am so thankful that when everyone and everything else fail me, the Lord will NOT! His eyes are ever on me. He is in front of me, behind me, and on either side of me.

Psalm 121

A song of ascents.

1 I lift up my eyes to the mountains—

where does my help come from?

2 My help comes from the LORD,

the Maker of heaven and earth.

3 He will not let your foot slip—

he who watches over you will not slumber;

4 indeed, he who watches over Israel

will neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The LORD watches over you—

the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

6 the sun will not harm you by day,

nor the moon by night.

7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—

he will watch over your life;

8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going

both now and forevermore.

Resting in His Grace,

Melissa

The Power of Encouragement

2010-11-01T18:13:00.000-05:00

Encourage one another and build each other up 1Thessalonians 5:11

I am so thankful that God does not ask us to walk though life alone. Not only does He promise that He will never leave us or forsake us, but He brings other people alongside to encourage and strength us, and point us to Him. He knows our every need and He has promised to meet each one perfectly- in His way and in His perfect timing.

Often He uses the willing hearts of others to meet our needs and bless us in ways that we never imagined. Words cannot express the gratitude I feel toward those who have followed God’s prompting, and have stepped out of their comfort zone to invest a word of encouragement, or a prayer softly spoken over my life.

Encouragement and prayer are two of the greatest gifts that can ever be given. Their value is for time and eternity. I pray that my eyes and ears will remain open, and that my heart will be made increasingly more sensitive to those around me. May I be quick to offer a compliment, a word of encouragement, or a prayer on their behalf.

Good days can be made even better, and difficult days can be made brighter when we allow the Son to shine though us as we bestow these gifts on those around us. In giving we also receive the blessing of knowing that we have shed His light on another life.

Lord, open the eyes of my heart that I might become a missionary of encouragement.

Only By His Grace,

Melissa

Lexi's New song

2010-10-29T19:21:00.001-05:00

God is pouring a new song into the heart of Lexi. I just had to share it with you. This is a rough draft. The song may be changed some before it is complete, but it is beautiful, and it holds a good message.

Here is the song's choruses:

"I'm staring at the open sky

I'm running to your open arms

You're the one who carries me out of the dark

I'm breathin' in your every word

I want it done and not just heard

I'm gonna stand up for what is right

And tell the world that you are God."

Lord, pour your word deep into my heart- that through my life story, my actions, and my words the world will see that you are God.

Will you join me in praying for Lexi as she continues to use her God given talent to glorify the Lord? You can leave Lexi some feedback and encouragement about her song here.

God Bless You,

Melissa

In You Alone

2010-10-22T22:02:00.001-05:00

How comforting to know that no matter what we face, when our faith is grounded in a relationship Christ, we are safe. Our past, present, and future are held in the palms of His loving hands. He will meet us in the middle of every situation, and sustain us by His grace. "Life’s worst curve balls can produce God’s greatest glory. He wins, every time.-" Sara May this truth cause us to rejoice, no matter where we find ourselves today.

If you would, please read this post and pray for this little, boy who is about to embark on the fight of his life after having a critical surgery on Monday morning. Thank you for putting love in action and praying for this family!

Trusting In God's Love and Grace,

Melissa

PS. As some of you have noticed, I have changed the title of my blog. I am currently looking for a header/ template to better match the title. If you have any ideas as to where I might find one please leave a comment and let me know. Thank you for your help!

Please pray for Brett

2010-10-21T12:04:00.051-05:00

Two weeks ago I asked you to pray for Brett Cochran, a 10 year old boy who suffers from Mitochondrial Disease- the son of a dear friend. For those of you who may have never heard this disease, or maybe you have, but don’t know exactly what it is.

“Imagine if you will a major city with half its power plants shut down. At best, such conditions would produce a "brown out" with large sections of the city working far below optimum efficiency. Now imagine your body with one-half of its energy producing facilities shut down. The brain would be impaired, vision would be dim, muscles would twitch spastically or would be too weak to allow your body to walk or write, your heart would be weakened, and you would not be able to eat and digest your food.”- United Mitochondrial Disease foundation This is what life looks like for thousands of people affected with Mitochondrial disease

Mitochondrial diseases (Mito) are a group of diseases that results from failures in the body’s mitochondria, which are specialized compartment present in every white blood cell in the body. Mitochondria are responsible for the production of well over 90% of the energy needed for body to sustain life and support growth. When they fail, less and less energy is produced within the cell. Cell injury and even cell death will follow.

As this process is repeated throughout the body, entire systems will begin to fail, and the life of the person in whom this is happening becomes severely compromised. This progressive compromise often leads to an early death. As a result diseases primarily affect children. Many Children who are diagnosed with Mitochondrial disease before the age of 10 will never reach their teenage years.

Due to their complex nature, and the diverse range of symptoms that a person may exhibit, these diseases are often misdiagnosed. Once a person is given the diagnosis of a Mitochondrial disease only one thing is certain. Time is of the essence.

There are no cures for these diseases, and no way to tell exactly how many of the body's cells are affected. As such, there are no life expectancy guidelines to follow. All these families can do is treat the symptoms as best as possible as they arise, and enjoy the gift of life that is wrapped within each fleeting moment.

Protecting and enjoying the gift of Brett’s life is something that his parents have been faithfully doing since Brett received his diagnosis at the age of three. Staying on top of his condition, and making sure that his critical moment by moment needs are met is an endless task that requires much sacrifice.

Because of his very complex and fragile condition Brett’s immune system has been severally compromised, so fighting common illnesses such as a cold, or a flue are much more difficult, and can be life threatening for him. As a result, Brett often spends well over 100 days a year in the hospital.

From very early in his journey with Mito, Brett has suffered from serious respiratory challenges. Often these challenges are the very things that have landed him in the hospital fighting for his life on several different occasions. It was these challenges that brought him by ambulance to the ER last month. He has been fighting for recovery in the hospital ever since.

This lengthy hospital admission has led Brett’s parents to have to take a very long, hard look at what the future will hold for their son, and too consider how they should proceed with his long-term care. This very careful and prayerful evaluation has led them to make the decision that it is in Brett’s best interest to be given a tracheotomy to help reduce his difficulty in breathing and to make cleaning his airway much easier.

As you can imagine, this decision was not an easy one for his parents to come to. The risks involved in this surgery are very serious and can be life threatening. For Brett there is even greater concern because he does not respond to anesthesia very well at all.

At the present time Brett’s medical team is quickly moving forward with all of the pre-op testing and evaluations that must be completed before surgery can take place. His surgery is scheduled for some time on Monday, October 25th.

Your prayers right now are critical!

Brett will have to be weaned from many of the medicines that he is on prior to surgery, and he can have no food for while. This is a huge risk for him. Please pray!

Please pray:

1. For Brett’s safety and protection throughout this entire process.

2. For the guidance, wisdom, and skills of his medical team. For Brett’s parents to know the will God has for their son as they move forward.( If this is not God’s will may He make that very clear to them in this preparation process.)

3. For peace that surpasses understanding as his parents endure the weight of this procedure and trust God with the outcome.

4. For smooth recovery with no complication.

5. For improved quality of life for Brett.

6. For the will of God done in Brett’s life- that He might continue to glorified through Brett. His story that has touched the lives of so many!

If you would, please pray for all those who love Brett and his family from a distance- as we wait for news and trust God to provide the best in this situation. Speaking for myself, I can say that I am at peace knowing that God’s hand is on every aspect of this situation. He breathed life into Brett and He has a perfect plan that He is working to completion in Brett’s life. I know that God will continue to provide for Brett and his family in every way.

My heart aches with the immense suffering that that precious little boy has had to endure throughout his entire life. Five years ago, through circumstances that only God could orchestrate, I was given the opportunity to step though the door of Brett’s life. I can honestly say that my life has never been the same since! It is very difficult be halfway across the country form them right now.

Thank you for taking to the time to pray!

Trusting in God's Love and Grace,

Melissa

You Deliver Me

2010-10-15T22:27:00.003-05:00

This is something that God spoke to my heart as I was reading a friend's blog tonight.

When you find yourself at a bend in the road, with trouble and uncertainty surrounding you, “Look up, not inwards, backwards, or down.” Jill Samter God is beside you. Lift your eyes toward Him and know that He has the power to deliver you form whatever it is you are up against. Even if your circumstances don’t change, your spirit can be set fee to sour if you will only believe Him. He will deliver you!

We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 2 corinthians 4:8-9

This is a reminder that I needed today. May it minister to your heart as well. Whether you are standing on a mountain top, walking though a valley, sitting in God’s waiting room, or anywhere in between- He with you!

Looking to Him,

Melissa

Give the Gift of a Smile- Costs Nothing

2010-10-15T10:44:00.003-05:00

If you know me at all you know that orphans are close to my heart. I read this on a blog this morning, and I just had to share it with you. I don’t know this child’s story, but God does. He is holding her close to His heart, and He loves to see her smile! Will you STOP right now and click on this link. take a minute to read the short story and click the “like this” button on to the right of her picture. This precious little girl will be thrilled beyond your wildest imagination! As you close the page say a prayer for her and take great joy in knowing that you have blessed her tender little heart! If you would, please pass the link on to others so that they too can share in her joy. Let's run the "Like This" counter up a couple of thousand and bring some incredible happiness to this little girl! Thank you for taking the time to give the gift of a smile today!

God Bless you,

Melissa

Wonderful Word Wednesday- Water

2010-10-13T19:07:00.000-05:00

“I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink...” Matthew 25:35

How important is clean water to you? Stop and think for a minute about how often you use water throughout the day. Now imagine what your life would be like if you had no access to clean water. For 2.6 billion people in the developing world today, living without clean water is not something to be imagined, it is a stark reality. Everyday 4,500 children die from a lack of clean, safe, drinking water.

We have what it takes make a difference in their lives if we will only wake up to the reality of this need, stand up, and be counted among those who are willing to sacrifice our pleasures the so that their most basic needs can be met.

After seeing the needs of so many suffering, in 2009 God lit a flame in heart of 16 year old Lexi to step out of her comfort zone and change the world by meeting the practical needs of people in 3rd world countries. In obedience to God’s call, Lexi founded wake-up stand-up, and she set out to raise enough money for a well to be built that would provide an entire village in Africa with clean water for the next 20 years. Through her efforts, much prayer, and the generosity of others, Lexi met her financial goal last year.

Lexi

In January of this year, God saw the work that He began in Lexi’s heart to full fruition as her dream became reality, and a well was built for the people in the village of Muresuk in Sudan, Africa. Overjoyed by the Lord’s provision, and the sheer satisfaction of changing lives, the flame in Lexi’s heart burned ever stronger, and she began to dream even bigger- embracing the truth that nothing is impossible with God!

Lexi has set a goal for 2010 to raise enough money by Christmas for 2 more wells to be built. So that 200-400 more people might have clean water for the next 20 years. As our thoughts turn toward the Thanksgiving and Christmas season, will you pause for a moment and thank God for all that He has given you- that your most basic needs are met? Will you ask Him to show you how you can be a part of giving the gift of clean water to those who suffer needlessly without it today?

Living water changes lives for eternity! We have the opportunity to be a part of that though prayer, and by coming together donating to make the dream of having clean water a reality for those in need.

"The Clean Water for Christmas Project" still needs your help! There is still a ways to go to meet the goal. Every dollar you give will go towards building a well and giving the gift of clean water to those in need. To partner with Lexi and The Water Project go HERE! Every $10.00 given will provide one person with clean water for 10 years.

“ His loving hands are wrapped around the world and He wants us to be His hands and feet and wrap our arms around the world. To love those who are hurting - to care for the sick - to embrace those who have nothing to give us in return when we reach out and help them. He wants us to lock arms - brothers and sisters and allow Him to do the impossible through us - together in love!”- Jill Samter

Sustained by His Grace,

Melissa

You Raise me Up

2010-10-08T23:24:00.001-05:00

As I make my way though this weary world I take great comfort in knowing that in my weakest moments, when I am tired and just feel like I can’t take another step, God’s there to be my strength. He stands ready to lift me up, and supply my every need. How encouraging to know that. through, my brokenness His light can shine even brighter. When our lives are hidden in Christ, we become so much more than we could ever hope to be without Him. He is enough!

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us. Ephesians 3:20 NIV

Last week I shared with you the song Fallen Chains written by 16 year old Lexi. Here she is again with a beautiful acapela version of You Raise me Up. Enjoy!

Held in His Grace,

Melissa

A Message Received

2010-10-05T17:45:00.007-05:00

I don’t believe anything happens by chance. I awoke this morning feeling physically uncomfortable and very overwhelmed. As I sat in silence with my laptop, clicking through the archives of a blog that I have come to love, God met me with this video, and gave me with just the message I needed to hear.

God’s creative method of delivery makes me smile! Thank you Lord, that you are I big enough to carry my burdens and sustain me through every trial.

Sustained by His Grace,

Melissa

"Fallen Chains"

2010-10-01T22:23:00.009-05:00

The more dwell on the attributes of God the more I stand in complete awe of Him. His grace, mercy and everlasting love are truly indescribable! Their depth is unfathomable. As I look at my life and realize the vast number of mistakes I have made- how many times I have let the temporary pleasures of this word become my first love, have allowed my heart become filled with envy, or consumed with fear, etc. the more I realize how unworthy of Him I am. Yet, despite it all God remains faithful. He stands ready to embrace me (each of us) no matter how far I /we stray from the path that he has made. He is waiting for me to truly believe that He will break the chains that bind me so that I can live freely and abundantly in Him. Lord, I believe, help my unbelief!

This song was written by Lexi- an amazing 16 year old girl with a beautiful heart for the Lord. As I was reading though her blog today I came across this powerful analogy that she has written. I pray you will soak this in!

"Your life is like a song, playing the melodies of your past, present, and future. Your very own song started the day you were born and each day a new measure is added to it. Along the course of the song, there will be beautiful harmonies and enchanting music; but with the good, there will also be mistakes too. Your song may skip a few notes or mess up a chord because you struggled with the One who was writing your song. You wanted it written your way, and in the end it turned out awful. But just like you, your song is gently picked back up by the Composer and a new, more beautiful tune is then created, reminding you that even though you messed up, there is still hope and a new beginning. I want you all to remember that your life is a song…and that someday that song will be played in Heaven before our Savior. When you go about your day, don’t struggle with the One who is writing your story, your song…but instead rest in the music He is making with your life and be willing to sing it out LOUD, no matter who is listening. Your life is a song…sing it beautifully."I Pray that I will live worthy of His calling! That my life’s song will be pleasing to the audience of One!
Thank you God for your mercy! Thank you Lexi for your song, and your beautiful heart for Him! God bless you!
Only By God’s Grace,
Melissa

Showing the Father's Love

2010-09-29T16:45:00.010-05:00

There is nothing more heartbreaking to me than the look of emptiness in eyes of an orphan child. It is a look that I have seen countless times as I have followed God to embrace the hearts of orphan children in Romania. It is a haunting look that is forever grafted into my memory. No matter how I try, I cannot escape it, and I am thankful!

Why? Because it is that look of emptiness, longing, and pain that keeps me on my knees before the Father pleading on behalf of orphans the world over. I cannot begin comprehend the pain of complete abandonment that leads to that far off look in a child’s eyes. When I realize that this pain is the central theme that runs though the life stories of more than 147 million children around the world, I cannot help but be moved.

With everything in me I wish I could rescue each of these children, and partner with God to erase the pain of abandonment from their lives forever. While there is no way for any one of us to personally provide for the needs of all of these children, God is inviting us to join His heart, and play a part in caring for orphans. Not everyone is called to adopt, but we are all called to do something to defend the cause of the fatherless.

Today in Liberia, there are two children with that far off look of longing in their eyes. God sees them, and has called them by name. God has chosen a family for them, and He is inviting us to be a part of their redemption story. Will you join me in being a small part of the miracle that will bring D and J home into the arms of love forever?.

Will you please pray for their health, and protection on their journey home? Will you pray for the dear family who is patiently waiting on the Lord to finish the good work that He began over 2 years, to bring their children home? Will you allow the Lord to lead you toward making a donation that will help to finalize their adoption? Your gift of love today will change their lives forever! They need our help. Will you answer the call?
To learn more about this story, and make a donation click here.

Only by God’s Grace,

Melissa

Gifts for a Good Cause

2010-09-20T16:36:00.006-05:00

Most of us have, in some way, been impacted by cancer. Battling cancer is perhaps one of the hardest battles a person will ever have to fight. The battle can be made easier when you have the support of family, friends, and perfect strangers encouraging, praying and offering support in other tangible ways.

Today I invite you to link arms with me, and many others in supporting Stacy, an amazing, faithful servant of the Lord, in her battle against breast cancer. For today only, all sales from Sarah’s treasure box will count towards raising money for Stacy. Sarah’s Treasure Box necklaces make great gifts for all ages. Simply put in the notes “fundraiser for Stacy” upon check out, and the cost of your purchase will go to support Stacy in her 16 week course of treatment.

Thank you becoming the hands and feet of Jesus for someone in need! I encourage you to take some time to read Stacy's blog ( linked above). I am certain that You will be challenged, encouraged and blessed.

In His Grace,

Melissa

Come to Jesus

2010-09-17T22:44:00.003-05:00

My heart is full as I come to share another song with you. So many thoughts flood my mind …

Earlier this year my grandmother was diagnosed with cancer. Her disease has gotten progressively worse, and now it is only a short matter of time before she will close her eyes to this world to fully embrace eternity. Standing in this valley of shadows waiting for her inevitable passing,has been one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. This is just one of many valleys that I have walked though in recent weeks.

Life is a journey through which our feet pass though many different kinds of terrain. What peace is found in knowing that no matter the path that we trod, whether walking through a valley, standing on a mountain top, resting by a stream, or walking through the plains of ordinary life, we have a companion in Jesus.

In Jesus there is salvation- the forgiveness of sin. In Jesus there is freedom! In Jesus there is a safe place to fall. In Jesus our tears are counted and then wiped away. In Jesus there is reason for rejoicing. In Jesus there is LIFE!
I invite you to come to Jesus.

Praising Him,

Melissa

"Forever’n Ever’n Always"

2010-09-17T00:11:00.014-05:00

Have you ever been so absorbed with reading something that you lost all track of time, or thought about what you had read throughout the day, eagerly anticipating the time when you could again submerge yourself in the story-picking up where you left off? I have….

A little over a year ago, while on the internet searching for a blog template, I came across a blog that captured my attention, and my heart at first glance. I was captivated both by the beauty, and the softness of the design, as well as the richness of the text. The author so elegantly wove true stories, breathtaking photography, and deep faith into every post.

Recently, I became reacquainted with this blog, and again I was drawn to its beautifully woven content. With a passion for orphans, and a dream to one day adopt children of my own; I thoroughly enjoy reading the stories, thoughts, and perspectives of this homeschooling mother of nine children (seven of whom have been adopted).

More than the captivating stories however, it has been humbling to read this blog and have the Lord use it is to speak words of encouragement, and truth into my life during times of discouragement and doubt. Through these challenging, faith filled posts I have been continually reminded of the faithfulness of God. I have been challenged to surrender my hopes and dreams for His perfect will, and too trust Him more fully with every detail of my life.

There are no limits to the lengths that God will go to, or the mediums that He will use, to speak into the lives of His children. All He needs is an obedient heart willing to be used for His purposes. I am thankful that He has used the blog of a perfect stranger to remind me that His grace, mercy, and loving kindness are “forever’n ever’n always”. Thank you, Jill for sharing your story.

If you are looking for some encouragement from the Lord today I encourage you to visit Jill’s blog. If you are looking for a personalized blog design take a look at http://mydesigningsite.blogspot.com/

Amazed by His Grace,

Melissa

Memories

2010-08-30T11:47:00.005-05:00

An anniversary is the celebration or commemoration of a date or past event. No matter what the occasion marked by the anniversary, one thing is for certain. Anniversaries always carry with them memories. Whether it is a birth, engagement, wedding, death, or any occasion in between, those significant days carry with them feelings and visual images, that no matter how many years may pass, live so vividly in a person’s mind. Today, August 30, 2010, marks such a date for me.
It was on this date five years ago that I encountered and was deeply impacted by the life of 15-month old Morgan Elizabeth Reynolds. It is a day that will live eternally in my memory.

Memories

I call to mind like yesterday,
That moment etched in time,
When in God’s perfect wisdom,
Her life intertwined with mine.

Time it seems stood motionless,
As I looked upon her face.
Beholding it in its splendor,
God’s glory, peace and grace.

Yesterday has come and gone,
Years have now slipped by,
But fleeting time cannot erase,
What’s etched deep in my mind’s eye.

In the beauty of her smile,
In her glistening blue eyes,
God painted us a portrait,
Of His pure eternal prize.

He invited us to listen,
And lift our eyes above,
To embrace those most eternal things,
Faith, Hope, and Love.

©Melissa Melvin 2010

Jesus I came

2010-08-13T22:54:00.004-05:00

Such comfort and peace is found in knowing that no matter where we are, where we have been, or what we are facing we can always find what we need most in a relationship with Jesus. When there is no other prayer that seems fitting we can always whisper,” Jesus I come”

Grace

2010-08-13T22:20:00.007-05:00

Grace

I am a mortal human being ensnared by my sin.
I am broken, I'm bleeding, I'm dying within.
Aimlessly I wonder down pathways so wide.
Guided only by my selfish ambitions and pride.

I am running in circles.
My clothing is rags.
My life lies in shambles,
Unworthy, condemned are my tags.

As my footing gives way,
And I fall to the floor.
My will has been defeated.
My strength is no more.

Ashamed with myself,
I bowed my head.
As my life flashed before me,
These simple words I said.

Dear Father, please save me,
Form my helpless state.
I am certain the fires of hell,
Are my fate.

I am running in circles.
My clothing is rags.
My life lies is in shambles,
Unworthy, condemned are my tags.

Kneeling beside me,
His eyes filled with tears.
As He beheld the helplessness,
That defined all my years.

My child He said,
His voice soft and low.
You have been forgiven,
Now rise up and go.

As I rose to my feet,
And lifted my head
He gave me a gift
To be opened and said,

This gift that I give you,
Is the gift of my grace.
Unmerited favor,
For my Son took your place.

It matters not the mistakes,
That have cluttered your past.
This gift of my grace,
Is a gift that will last.

Through all of life's trials,
And all your mistakes,
My grace is sufficient,
For my Son took your place.

When He hung on the cross
Of mount Calvary,
The blood He shed,
Was blood spilled for thee.

You stand now before me,
Washed in that crimson tide.
Your rags of shame my dear child,
Are now purified.

This one thing I ask,
As you go forth today.
Share this gift with another,
Weary soul on your way.

Give them the the message,
Of my forgiveness so fair.
Assure them my favor,
Will always be there.

It matters not the mistakes,
That have cluttered their past.
This gift of my grace,
Is a gift that will last.

Through all of life's trials
And all their mistakes
My grace is sufficient
For my Son took their place.

This gift that I offer,
Is given in love.
To every soul searching,
For hope from above.

Carry this gift,
To every dark place.
My unmerited favor,
The gift of my grace.

© Melissa Melvin 2010

Christmas- The Gift of His presence

2009-12-15T22:43:00.004-06:00

I have the privilege of being a contributing writer for a blog called “Jazzed 4 life esentialz” Each month there is a theme to write about. This months theme is "What is so special about Christmas." To read my thoughts click on over tohttp://esentialz.blogspot.com/2009/12/what-is-so-special-about-christmas-gift.html May you have a Blessed Christmas

Melissa

A Genuine Chritmas Wish

2009-12-11T22:54:00.010-06:00

Here we are once again right in the middle of “the most wonderful time of the year”. There are so many things that make this season special. The music, the decorations, the time spent with family and friends, the excitement of children as they make their list and check it twice- waiting expectantly, and with great anticipation for Christmas morning. Finally the calendar reads December 25th. The waiting is over. They can now unwrap the neatly packaged treasure that lay beneath the well trimmed tree, and enjoy their new gifts until their heart's content.

I am throughly enjoying all of the Christmas excitement this year. But, in the midst of it all, I can not help but think about all of the children who will wake up on Christmas morning, just like every other morning, of the year feeling alone and forgotten. Without a home or a family to call their own.

Daily they wait to be loved and accepted, but for them the waiting seams to have no end. As you go though this joyfilled time of year please commit to praying for orphaned and abandoned children around the world. Children like Vasile who have one Christmas wish this year. The wish to feel genuinely loved. (Please take a minute and read Vasile's story. He will touch your heart.)

Becaues He Loves Them,

Melissa

Vasile

2009-12-08T23:17:00.014-06:00

Joining God in His harvest fields is a joy and an adventure. I am so unworthy of everything that He has allowed me to be a part of. I am thankful for each opportunity, and I pray for more in the year ahead.

There are so many stories that I could share from my recreant experience following God to minister to the orphans and the poor in Romania. As I recall my experiences however, one event in particular stands out vividly in my mind. It is the story of Vasile.

His distant blue eyes stared up at me. He is so young. But, the disappointments and hardships that he has experienced far exceed his three short years. He has been abandoned. He lives with 99 other children in a rundown government placement center in the Northwestern city of Oradea, Romania.

Daily he is taken advantage of by the older children. The walls that he has constructed around his heart are as thick as the concrete walls of the institution itself. Already he is skeptical that anyone could truly love him, or show even the slightest bit of genuine kindness to him. That anyone could give to him without first taking something he values away.

He stands ready to run form anyone whom he feels threatens him, or any of the meager positions that he holds dear. He feels that even the slightest bit of attention shown to him is meant negatively. He fears relationships, yet longs for a forever family.

Calmly, I approached him with a smile. He took one look at me and started to run. He looked back to see if I was chasing him. I stood where I was. I caught sight of him looking back at me, and I hid behind a nearby tree. Seconds later I popped out at him. He gave me a half smile and ran away. I stood there pondering his future as I watched him run, as fast as his little legs would carry him, to the far edge of the orphanage yard.

A short time later I saw him playing alone in the far corner of the yard. Slowly, I came up alongside him. Holding out my hand I asked him to play. He held his toys close and shook his head no. Again, I smiled and motioned for him to bring his two well worn matchbox cars over to me. He turned his back and walked away.

After several minutes he set his cars down. With some apprehension, unsure of how he would respond, I picked one of the cars up and rolled it toward him. A slight smile crossed his face as he rolled it back to me. Ever so slowly, I could see his face begin to soften.

It was not long before I had him fully engaged- rolling cars back and forth, racing them, and yes, even crashing them into each other. As we played I offered him some candy. He willingly took it form me, said he did not like it, and then asked for more.

I could see his attention begin to wander. As he got up to walk away I offered him a piece of mint gum. Without hesitation he took it from me, put it in his mouth, and ran as fast he could to tell the other children what he had. Moments later I was surrounded by children all pulling on me asking for gum.

Because of your partnership, for a short time Vasile was able to come out of his shell, forget all of his troubles and simply be a child. This experience with Vasile was the key that not only unlocked his heart to me, but it opened the door for me to engage other children as I returned several more times to the orphanage.

Vasile's story is just one of many that I could share. He is just one child, but may he stand to remind us of the 1.4 million children around the world who don't have a family, or a home to call their own.

Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you! Isaiah 49:15 NIV

Experiencing God at Panera Bread

2009-11-08T13:11:00.005-06:00

I am now nine days away form boarding a flight and making my 5th trip to Romania to embrace the hearts of orphaned children. I have been busy going here and there tyeing up loose ends as I prepare for my departure. This past Friday I had the opportunity to meet Aubrey, my amazing ministry companion, in person. We spent about thee hours together sharing stories, doing some shopping for the children, planing ministry and simply enjoying each others company.

One experience that we shared left me completely amazed. We were sharing conversation and planning ministry over lunch at Panera Bread. As we brought the meal to a close we spent a few minutes praying together over our time in Romania. As we got up to leave, a lady sitting at a table not far from us stopped us and asked if we were Christians. We said we were, and she went on to say that she felt a presence between our tables. Then when she saw us praying she said she knew what she felt had something to do with us. We spent a few minutes talking with her and her daughter. We told them that we were meeting for the first time in person in preparation for a trip that we would be taking together to minister to orphans in Romania. Before we went our separate ways this lady took our names and told us that she would keep us in her prayers.

I guess you never know who's watching you. It makes me so much more conscious of my actions and wanting to glorify the Lord in all things. To think that simply being in a room can have an affect on someone. How much more then will my actions and words affect someone? The reality that n everything we do we either point someone toward or away from the Lord is not something to be taken lightly for sure. What a high calling it is to be known as a follower of Christ. What a privilege to be one of His own.

My Life

2009-05-23T14:37:00.002-05:00

It’s a story I’m not worthy of, but I am grateful to be one God has chosen to make himself known through. Thank you, Kent for using your gift on my behalf.

http://esentialz.blogspot.com/2009/05/esentialz-2-stand.html

Lost get Found

2009-05-22T22:48:00.007-05:00

It has been several weeks since I posted a song to my small little corner of the word wide web. So I have decided to take a minute to share a few thoughts and a song with you.

Over these last couple of weeks I have found myself rather overwhelmed as I continue to walk down life’s road with the challenges of Cerebral Palsy. Much is changing, and to be honest I have been struggling to stay on top of it all. More than that, I have been fighting fierce battles with discouragement and sadness. As childlike as it may sound, life just has not turned out as glamorous as I dreamed it would.

As I ponder my recent struggle with the disappointments of life, I realize that it is not God, or even this world that has changed. There have always been, and will always be, hardships in life. It is my perspective that has drifted form what I know to be true.

Whether I see it or not, God has a plan for my life. While it may not be the plan that I dreamed for my life God’s plans for me are best because His plans are for time and eternity. He crated me to tell His story, and he has given me a very unique and powerful tool to use in accomplishing that eternal purpose.

So while life can be challenging and it is often painful, I am abundantly thankful for His grace and, the ways that He has chosen to use me for His glory. I am not worthy of Him, but I pray that He will find me faithful to the end.

May my life be a bacon that the lost may be found.

Here is Britt Nicole.

On another note, if you are loking for some insperation for your days check out, and consider becoming a follower of http://esentialz.blogspot.com/

To God Be the Glory,

Melissa

Faith Like a Child

2009-05-12T23:02:00.001-05:00

Faith Like a Child

Lord, grant me the faith like a child
To hold fast unto your word.
To rest upon your promise
Amidst the shadows of life’s darkness.

Lord, grant me the faith like a child
To place my dreams into your hands.
To trust your understanding;
Not what I alone can comprehend

Lord, grant me the faith like a child
To stand boldly for your truth.
To rise above this world’s commands
And live out my days for you.

Lord, grant me the faith like a child
To keep my eyes upon your throne.
To view these earthly moments,
As stepping-stones toward Home.

©Melissa Melvin 2009

Eight Things

2009-04-28T21:51:00.005-05:00

Okay, it has been far too long since I posted an update to my blog. Between being sick in bed for a number of days and getting ready for my summer trip to Romania I have not had too much energy to devote to my bolg, Well today when I logged into blogger I discovered that I had been tagged by Tammy for this thing about 8 thing. So here are my 8 things. Thanks Tammy for getting me back into the world of blogging

Eight Things I look Forward To:
1. Spending part of the summer in Romania
2. VBS at my home church
3. Seeing what God has in store for my future
4.Daily spending time in prayer for those that God has blessed my life with.
5.Reading Streams in the Desert everyday
6.Receiving emails form trusted friends
7.warm sunny days
8. Spending eternity pain free and without my canes.

8 Things I Did Yesterday:
1. Watched my sisters for the afternoon
2. Read my book.
3. Checked my email.
4. Made banana bread
5. Washed dishes.
6. Sent out more support letters for Romania
7. Watched the original movie The Music Man
8. Found a friend on Facebook

8 Things I Wish I Could Do:
1.Run
2.Ride a bike
3.Drive a car
4.See the ocean
5.Meet some friends that I only know through emails and phone calls.
6. Write a book.
7. Adopt a child.
8. Live more like Christ

As for the 8 TV programs, I really don’t watch TV.

As for the tags, if you wnat to do this I would love to read your answers.

Because He Lives

2009-04-10T23:50:00.003-05:00

Greeting to you on this Easter weekend. I hope you all enjoy your time with family and friends as we celebrate the death and resurrection of our Lord and savior, and consider what it means for us that HE LIVES. For me His life, and His presence in my life, helps me face all of my tomorrows and ensures that I have a place to call home in eternity.

Grateful that He Lives,

Melissa

I'm Singing

2009-03-13T22:56:00.006-05:00

I find the Internet to be pretty amazing in terms of the wealth of information that is just a mouse click away. Today, while searching for something I stumbled upon the inspirational music of Keri Jobe. Her song “I’m singing” became a fast favorite. As I listen I am drawn to the concept that no matter the tempest that tries to engulf me the gifts of comfort, grace, peace and salvation that our Lord provides are enough to keep me singing His name.

No matter what I may experience in this life I pray that I always find reason to delight in the Lord, and never stop singing His praise. He deserves all that I am and so much more. To here this beautiful song you can visit Keri’s myspace by clicking here.

May you find reason to sing to Him this week and forever.

Singing to Our King,

Melissa

My Delight

2009-03-12T21:24:00.001-05:00

When you delight in something in one sense that means that you can’t get enough of it. To delight in someone means that you yearn to spend time with him or her. It means that that person throughout the day penetrates your thoughts. You can’t wait to spend time with them, too engage them in conversation and truly listen what they have to say.

The more you delight in and spend time with this individual the more you truly get to know them. Over time, as you spend more and more time with the one that you delight in, you start to notice yourself becoming like him or her in your mannerisms. You may even begin to notice that your thoughts are often similar, and at times even identical, to theirs

So it is with God. Scripture tells us that that God delights in His creation- you and me. The Bible also makes it clear that God wants us to delight in Him. He wants to have one on one time together with you, and intimate ongoing conversations with you throughout your days. He wants to be your true friend. He wants you to fully know Him just as you are known. He craves a relationship with you on a daily, hourly, and moment-by-moment basis.

Just like spending significant amounts of time with someone causes you to become more like them, spending time with God opens the door to your becoming like Him. As you spend time talking and listening to God He begins to change your desires into the perfect desires that He has for you and then He can’t Help but grant your wishes. Will you delight in the Lord today? He is waiting to abide with you.

Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him, and he will act. He will make your vindication shine like the light, and the justice of your cause like the noonday. Psalm 37:4-6

Power of Your Name

2009-03-06T22:24:00.008-06:00

It has been a couple weeks since I have been available to post a song that has in some way touched my life over the last week. I am so grateful to have the opportunity to do so this week.

With the weather is getting warmer my thoughts are turning toward spring and I have begun to work on plans for summer ministry. I am planning to return to Romania to assist a local church in conducting a VBS type program, in the context of an evangelistic English camp for unchurched families.

Every time I think about returning to the harvest fields of Romania I am confronted with images of the desperate needs of the people there. It becomes my prayer that the Lord would use me to shine the light of His hope into their lives, too lighten their loads and point them to Him with every word spoken and action performed.

May I live to be a carrier of His compassion; too love this world so broken; too be His hands and feet. May I give with this life that I’ve been given and go beyond religion to see this would by the power of His matchless name!

If you are interested in partnering with me to bring hope to families in need throughout Romania, please click here. Your prayers are vital would be greatly appreciated. Thank You!

Here is Lincoln Brewster with “Power of your Name”. Enjoy!

Serving Him,

Melissa

February Misison of the Month

2009-02-26T16:02:00.003-06:00

I can’t believe that February is almost over. With all that has been going on I have neglected to post my “Mission of the Month” for February. This month I choose to highlight and support the Eli’s Angels Book Drive. For those of you who don’t know, Eli’s Angels is a nonprofit organization whose mission is to send children with mitochondrial or metabolic disorders a gift for them to enjoy, create memories and know they are special.

Every year in February, Eli’s Angles holds a book drive in loving memory of Elijah Kurtz as a way to remember his birthday, and stock their bookshelves for the year. If you would like to learn more about Eli’s Angels or make a contrinution you can click here to learn more.

When It's All Been Said and Done- Don Moen

2009-02-13T21:41:00.004-06:00

Over these last couple weeks so many things have caused me to consider the legacy that I am leaving as I go throughout the days that the Lord has given me. I been confronted with the brevity of life on so many levels lately as I have followed the stories of suffering people, prayed for a family who recently lost their son to cancer, and have been on the phone with professionals concerning the state of my own health. All of this, in conjunction with the fact that I am in the process of making plans for the future, has me evaluating what really matters. Really the question is not what will people say about me when my time fades into eternity, but rather, is the legacy that I am creating pleasing to the one who created me for His enjoyment and the fulfillment of His purposes? For that is the only thing that really matters.

While I'm waiting

2009-02-06T21:14:00.004-06:00

I have watched the movie fireproof a few times over the last week and I think it a pretty good movie. I have a couple of “ favorite parts and I few wedding ideas now. I will be ready when the time comes, but I really think one of the best parts of the move is this song by John Waller. I love it! There are many things that I am waiting on the Lord for right now and it is not easy but I Pray that He will find me faithful while I’m waiting.

Melissa

Why- Nichole Nordman

2009-01-30T22:29:00.004-06:00

I discovered this song this week. (Most of you probably have heard it in the past.)
For so many reasons it has spoken volumes to me over the past several days. As humans when we are tried in the fire, or things simply aren’t going our way we tend to ask the question why. (At least I do.)

Why has never been a question that I have been comfortable asking of God. He is God and I know I have no right to question Him. The question I most often find myself asking is more of a what for than a why me. Sometimes I think if I could only see what He is accomplishing though a situation than it would be easier to accept the pain or misfortune.

This week has been one where I seem to have so many questions and no answers, and I am left with God gently asking me to trust Him. Because of the pain that Jesus endured on my cross I know that He will not only sustain me as I carry the burdens of life, but He will use them to bring glory to Himself. What a comfort to know that Jesus himself asked the question why. God is good all the time.

Sweet Sweet Sound- A one year anniversary message

2009-01-23T21:53:00.007-06:00

It is hard to believe that it has been one year since my last surgery. One year ago today I awoke in a hospital bed feeling familiar sensations of aching bones and throbbing muscles- my mind racing with apprehension and hope. In a few short hours I would be wheeled into an operating room to undergo a surgery that would hopefully reduce my pain levels and help me regain some of the mobility that five years of progressive pain had slowly robed me of.

As I recall the hope that filled my heart on this day one year ago, I find myself saddened and somewhat disappointed that things did not turn out as glamorous as I had hoped. While my pain levels have decreased in some areas they were made up for with pain in other areas. And I have been left with just as much if not more discomfort than before.

There still seems to be no light at the end of this ever-winding medical tunnel as I search for answers and solution. But, I am giving God thanks for all that He has given me over this past year. In the midst of this trial I have gained an even greater understanding of the sustaining grace of God, the value of friendship, and the power of payer.

Throughout this very long ordeal so many people have been in my midst. Friends have stood beside me in silence when nothing could be said to ease the pain. (Something that is the most comforting thing you can do for someone.) Some have offered advice and encouragement when it was needed most, and so many have spent countless hours praying for my comfort strength.

Today more than ever, I am convinced that there is a purpose in the pain. God never wastes a single circumstance in our lives. Everything we face comes to us having first been lovingly sifted through His gracious fingers.

I believe God purpose in pain to be twofold. 1.To make me more like Christ. 2. To draw this lost, hurting world to Himself. With this in mind I am rejoicing that He is at work in and through me.

As another wave of relentless pain crashes once more on the shore of my life I am grateful that He is the lifter of my head. When everything fails, and nothing makes since, when the last hope that this world has to offer me is gone may I never loss hope in the Lord my God. No matter where life’s road may take me may I never cease to be an interment that offers a pleasing melody of worship to His name.

Here is Sarah Reeves.

http://musicremedy.com/s/Sarah_Reeves/videos/Sweet_Sweet_Sound-30079.html

Day is Dimming

2009-01-16T22:11:00.004-06:00

This week I have chosen an unreleased song by Brook Fraiser entitled Day is Dimming. This has been one of those weeks that have me realizing that world is not my home. For I am yearning for the beauty and the flawlessness of eternity.

Waiting to See His Face,

Melissa

God's perfect timing

2009-01-16T17:34:00.010-06:00

Over the last several weeks I have been pondering the direction that God may be taking my life, and where this direction might lead. Since returning home from Romania in October I have had many opportunities presented to me. It seems like every week I receive more information about one opportunity or another.

Recently, I have been pondering and praying about summer ministry opportunities in Poland and Romania. While there are many logistics to be considered and worked through, one of my biggest concerns was the prospect of directing church camp for children between the ages of 7 and 15 in Romania.

I can handle leading the younger portion of this group, but leading teenagers is a foreign concept to me. How does a young American woman with very little pervious experience, and no athletic ability whatsoever, put together an eventful church camp for a group of teenagers? More importantly, what biblical message should I seek to impart to these students? And how do I adequately communicate that message?

So, as any planner by nature would do, I started brainstorming. I came up with a few game ideas, but the lesson still perplexed me. As I prayed about this I was reminded of a study that I went through in 2004 based on the book Nehemiah. I could remember bits and pieces of the study, but I knew that there was more to it. Being that I was apart of this study with a group of people between the ages of 14 and 22 I thought this might be an option, and quite possibly the answer to my prayer.

I contacted a respected friend, an amazing communicator, and asked about the study. I was not only anxious to go through this material with the youth in mind to see how I could present this message to them, but after four years, I was eager to walk back through the study myself. I knew that God, being who he is, would teach a different lesson today than I learned four years ago. The prospect excited me, but I could never have imagined just how perfect God’s timing was when the materials arrived in my mailbox earlier this week.

You see, it was one of those days that I found myself worn out with the struggle of life. I was 11 days shy of one year since having my last surgery, and still struggling. I had tried to contact the doctor but my calls had not been returned. That day a nurse from the office called me without knowing that I had previously called. Lets just say, the conversation did not conclude with the results that I had hoped for.

I hung up the phone feeling defeated and depleted of strength. Though I know it wouldn’t do me any good, I was ready to give up. I felt like I had been hanging on to the last strand of a fraying rope and it finally snapped. I was done.

To get my mind off of that situation I put in the audio CD that came with the materials. As I listened I came to a portion of the CD message and it was like God had a megaphone pointed in my direction. So clearly, yet very gently He reminded me, “He is in control of my life. He wants to help me face the tough situations and the decisions that I face daily.”

"He is not only involved in the details, but He wants to help me come to His position in those details." When things get tough it doesn’t mean that God has abandoned me. It simply means that He is going somewhere with my life; accomplishing something that will bring Him glory.” Yes, God’s presence does make a difference! With God by my side there can be joy in the journey through the pain.

Here is a song by Tenth Avenue North.

Thankful That He's Walking by My Side,

Mission of the Month- Cadre

2009-01-13T22:49:00.003-06:00

Are you like me? When you go through your daily mail do you often find letters form charitable organizations asking you to consider making a donation, be it of your time or resource, to help support their cause? Do you find yourself recognizing the nobility of these organizations, and wishing that you could contribute to all of them? Are you met with the reality that based on the amount of resources that the Lord has entrusted to you that is just not possible?

This is a dilemma that I find myself facing often. To be quite honest, I cringe myself as I address similar letters seeking the support of family friends in order to carry out the next mission that God has called me to realizing I have become one of those “ choice letters” But, where God guides He will provide. He lays my cause on the hearts of some and not on others. In His time and in His way the mission gets accomplished.

So instead of feeling bad that I cannot support evey organization that presents me with an opportunity I have decided to prayerfully consider all of these noble opportunities, and choose a different cause each month to highlight and support. Little is much when God is in it!

The cause that I have chosen for the month of January is Cadre Ministries. Cadre is a ministry designed to train and equip volunteers in ministry to be wildly successful. While the focus of this ministry is equipping volunteers many of the materials offered can be used in your daily walk and service to the Lord. I encourage you to take a look at their website linked above. Another source of thought provoking encouragement is the ministry director's blog. I encourage you to stop by every so often and have a virtual cup of Joe with Bill.

Willing

2009-01-09T22:05:00.004-06:00

It is a new year, and no doubt over this last week you have come across some form of media that talks about making new years resolutions. Perhaps you have made some yourself. According to a recent pole 4 of the top 10 new years resolutions have something to do with improving ones physical health. While physical health is important, my focus for this year is not so much on the physical as it is on the spiritual. I want my life this year to be summed up in two words willing and obedient. No matter what this year may hold may God find me available and willing to obey whenever he calls my name. May it be said of me, “ She burned bright for the Lord and kept others warm around her.”

Genesis 22 1-18

May God Richly Bless You This Year,

Melissa

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Calling All Creative Christians!

2009-01-09T15:08:00.004-06:00

The New Year is upon us and it has me pondering ways that God might have me working alongside Him this year. One possibility that has been brought to my attention is that of leading a week of summer camp for village youth in Romania. The logistics of this possibility are extensive. As “camp director” I would need to come up with captivating, fun, Christ centered activates that will enrich the relationship that these youth have with their Lord, point unbelieving students to Him, and make this a summer to remember for everyone involved.

To that end I am asking for your creative camp ideas. If you were camp director what would you plan to do? What group games would you play? What biblical theme would you choose? What bible stories? What activates would you implement to drive your points home?

Camp is 5 days so I am thinking of a VBS type layout. These children are between the ages of 7 and 15. I would need to keep them active for approximately 13 hours a day. The only materials I would be able to use are those things that are brought over in suitcases. Lord willing, I will have a small team of people to help in making camp a reality.

Any ideas that you have are appreciated! Websites with ideas are fantastic. Being that this would be done in Romania, I cannot use prepackaged curriculum. As you brainstorm with me please keep in mind the language barrier. Thank you for your creative kingdom building ideas! Feel free to share this information and gather ideas from the creative Christians in your life. All ideas will be read through and considered.

Does puting together a church camp in Romania sound like something you or someone you know would be interested in taking a hands on part in? A team, of no more than 7 people, is needed to turn this dream into a reality. If you are interested please leave a comment contact me through my profile.

If you would, please be in prayer for me as I seek the Lord’s direction for my life and ministry in this New Year. Thank you!

In this New Year

2009-01-08T21:43:00.004-06:00

As we have closed another chapter in the book of life, marked it with the year 2008 and turn to the opening pages of 2009, I can do nothing less than give God thanks and praise for His sustaining grace in every situation through out this past year. These last12 months have consisted of many mountain top experiences and there have also been days spent walking through the valleys. While not always visible, God walked with me through every twist and turn and made me lie down in green pastures. 2008 was a reminder to me that life is full of uncertainty. I was made witness once again to the reality that time is fleeting, and life is fragile, but the faithfulness of the Lord is unending.

As a New Year dawns with all of its hopes, dreams, possibilities, and most certainly some hardships, I am looking to future with trust. While there are many things that I hope for in this year I desire this chapter of my life to be scripted by the author of life itself. May God inscribe His desires so clearly on my heart and mind. May I be attentive to His will; my life be defined by trust and obedience. May it be said of me, “She burned bright for the Lord and kept others warm around her”.

Life is short. God is good May His stamp of approval be on my life for time and eternity.

Happy New Year!

Romanian Christmas Cookies

2008-12-23T15:07:00.001-06:00

Islere
Chocolate Sandwich Cookies

PREPARATION TIME: 40 minutes BAKING TIME: 15-17 minutes per batchDOUGH:14 tablespoons (7 ounces; 200 grams) butter1 large egg3-4 tablespoons sour cream1 teaspoon lemon juice1 teaspoon vanilla extract1 teaspoon baking powder4 cups (500 grams) all-purpose flour FILLING:14 tablespoons (7 ounces; 200 grams) butter1 1/2 cups plus 2 tablespoons (200 grams) powdered sugar3 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powderDECORATION:Melted chocolateEQUIPMENT:Round cookie cutterCookie sheetsPREPARATION:
Preheat the oven to 350 degrees.
Cream the butter in a large bowl until light and fluffy.
Add the egg, sour cream, lemon juice, vanilla, and baking powder,and mix until combined.
Slowly add the flour, and mix well. If the dough feels dry, add anothertablespoon of sour cream.
Roll the dough onto wax paper into a 1/8-1/4-inch thick sheet.
Cut out the cookies using your cookie cutter.
Put the cut cookies on a greased cookie sheet.
Bake at 350 degrees for 15 minutes.
Let the cookies cool.
For the filling, cream the butter with the sugar and the cocoa powderuntil light and fluffy.
Spread the filling over the bottom of one cookie, and press a secondcookie bottom side down onto the filling.
Cover the top of the cookie sandwiches with melted chocolate.

The comfort of Christ

2008-12-09T23:33:00.008-06:00

"Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations I will be exalted in the earth." Psalm 46:10

This poem was started quite some time ago, and for some reason I could never find the words to finish it. These last few weeks have been quite painful for me physically speaking. It is in times like this that I find myself clinging all the harder to faith, yet desiring so much to figure out some of its mysteries. Psalm 46:10 come to mind tonight as I pondered the purpose in the pain. This is what followed.

Be Still

Questions whirl about me
Waves of doubt and fear
Yet in this stone cold midnight,
A gentle voice I hear.

The words are whispered softly,
So much softer then my fears.
But, the message that is spoken
Rings clearly in my ears.

Though the darkness does surround you,
And tears well in your eyes.
Rest assured dear child,
I am listening to your cries.

Though the future seems uncertain,
And pain your heart does sear.
Rest in me dear child,
Be still and know I’m here.

Floods may rise against you;
Dark clouds may loom above
But, there is safety while abiding
In your Father’s arms of love.

So look beyond the shadows;
Beyond your circumstantial fears
Fix your eyes on Heaven
Be still and know I’m here.

Melissa Melvin 2008 ©

What do I know of Holy?

2008-11-14T22:02:00.006-06:00

Hello Friends,

It is good to be back able to take part in this enjoyable meme. Thank you to all of you who have been so gracious to uphold me in prayer over these last several weeks. Your prayers have been felt and have made a huge difference.

Life has really taken me on an adventure over these last few weeks. I have spent a great deal of time giving presentations about Romania. I have also recently received an offer to join International Messengers full time speaking to churches and traveling to Romania once or twice a year.

God works in mysterious ways. I am afraid to speak in front of people, yet God continues to set these opportunities before me. For years a number of people have been encouraging me to consider speaking full time. I would always think, “there is no way I could do that.” I am small, I’m weak and I am afraid of people. Now I can do nothing more than surrender this to God and say, “not my will but yours be done.” Your prayers would be greatly appreciated as I consider what God may have for my future.

Now on to this week’s song- I discovered this song this week and just had to share it with you. I find that it puts who I am in light of God into beautiful perspective. It is very humbling. “Make sure you have some sacred space when you watch it - you’ll need it.”

Humbled by Him,

Melissa

PS. Does anyone know if peggy is still hosting the meme Mission 4 Monday? I saw something posted about it before I left for Romania, but I was unable to take part in it in the midst of all of my preperations.

Presenting Romania

2008-11-10T12:32:00.015-06:00

Last night I had the privilege of giving a presentation to more than 50 0f my faithful supporters; giving a glimpse into the work that God accomplished through all of you in Romania. For those of you who were unable to attend, here is what I said.

Scripture tells us, "What is impossible with man is possible with God." I believe that our recent efforts to minister to the people of Romania give us a crystal clear example of this timeless Biblical truth.

As I look out among you this evening, I am amazed, and humbled at the faith and dedication that you have in serving our Lord. I am honored to have been your ambassador to the people of Romania.

As many of you know, this marks the third time that I have had the privilege of traveling to serve the Romanian people. Being that it was my third trip, you might think that this would have been an easy trip for me to take. I was returning to a familiar country, so the language, the food, and much of the culture would all be relatively familiar to me.

While it is true that I do know some of the most commonly used Romanian words and phrases, and I know that meals largely consist of cabbage and potatoes; that pizza is made using a European form of Catsup as the sauce, and that you will seldom find a cold beverage in Romania, this trip consisted of many unknowns as well. In fact, the unknowns began to unfold long before I ever set foot in Romania.

I am a planner by nature, so when I made the decision back in June to return to Romania I had a very well-laid plan as to how I would go about raising the needed funds, collecting supplies, and tying up all the essential loose ends before leaving. Shortly after my application was accepted however, I discovered that my well-laid plan was not going to meet my needs in the time frame that I had been give by the mission organization.

According to their materials they needed 50% of the total funds 60 days prior to departure. That left me with only 17 days to raise $1500. At that point I know that apart from God’s Devine intervention this trip was not going happen.

There was nothing I could do, but turn this over to God and wait on Him for results. It was then that it became clear that this ministry was going to be partnership between God, myself, and a zealous team of people that only God could organize. It was through your obedience, and the giving of your time and resources, both monetary and material, that God used to bring His plans to fruition.

It was everybody doing their part. It was somebody with the gift of organization creating bulletin inserts. It was another person following God’s lead and putting a check in the mail that arrived in my mailbox the morning it was needed. It was someone else enhancing my luggage tags, so that in the event that the airport personal neglected to do their job correctly, I would have my essentials shortly after arriving in Romania. It was another person giving of their luggage, and offering me the use of their cell phone.

It was your monetary gifts that not only covered the cost of the trip itself, and met my needs, but the needs of others as well. Not only in Romania, but as I traveled. It was you who bought lunch for someone in need at the airport in Chicago. You made it possible for a woman in distress to make a needed phone call to Kurdistan. You brought smiles to the faces two little Austrian girls as they munched on cookies while waiting for a flight to Vienna. You gave a group of Romanian children something new and exciting to look forward to everyday after school. It was your prayers that sustained me though difficult moments when I was in need of wisdom and strength to make it through the day.

Upon landing in Romania my time was divided between a number of things, but my focus was on the mothers and children residing at the River of Life Care Home in the small village Cornesti. A home established to give refuge women and children in crisis situations. Currently there are four mothers and seven children residing in the home.

Many of these women either grew up in the government orphanage system, or they have mental challenges that affect their ability to interact with people. As such they do not know how to interact with, and treat their children in a loving manor. By interacting with these women one on one, and by providing constructive activities for the children, both in play, and in practical skills, I was able to show them by example how to have positive relationships with each other.

While I did enjoy many of my interactions with these women and their children there were some difficult moments. Perhaps nothing was more difficult than watching a mother mistreat her daughter and ignore all words of correction form me; leaving the room, and leaving her sick little girl look looking up at me with sad, tired eyes. There was little that I could do other than to hold the child and give her the assurance that someone cares. Within minutes she was sleeping peacefully on my shoulder.

While ministering in Cornesti I had a couple of opportunities to walk through the village and get a glimpse into the conditions that these people endure on a daily basis. In many places throughout the village the sidewalks are broken up, and livestock was either tide to a stake by the side of the road, or left to roam at will. At one point I had a goat cross the road right in front of me.

While many of the village houses look to be stucco they are constructed of mud and manure bricks and covered in about an inch thick layer of concrete to keep them from crumbling.

Being that this village was a formerly a communist communal farm many of the current residents are retired farmers who live only on the meager pension that they receive form the government. As such, many of these people don’t have enough money to afford to put a window in their home. The holes for the windows have been cut, but many remain vacant.

In addition to spending time with the women and children at the home in Cornesti, I also had the opportunity to take part in ministry to the elderly from the village as they were brought to the Care Home Church on Wednesday afternoons for a hot meal, fellowship, and a short bible based activity in which we created Sunflowers out of paper plates, and construction paper, and discussed the fruits of the spirit.

I was also able to take part in an English club and encourage students of all ages as they sought to expand their knowledge of the English language. It was noted very early on in that evening that I spoke English like an American. Some of the students were quite surprised to learn that I am one. With my dark hair and green eyes I may look like a Romanian, but had they asked me to speak their language there would have been no question about my nationality, or my primary language.

I was also given the rare opportunity to offer a brief word of encouragement to some new mothers at a crisis pregnancy center. In the course of my answering their questions about living with physical limitations one woman commented to me, "You seem so happy." Her statement gave me the opportunity to give her the perspective that true happiness can not be based on the temporal things of this would. True happiness lies in an eternal hope that can only be found in Christ.

Giving this message to a people who’s country that was held in the vice grip of communism for 24 years, and is still struggling in many ways was an unforgettable experience. These people really don’t have much in the way of worldly goods to be happy about. With only 2% of the countries total population being Christian, it is likely that this perspective new to at least one person in the room.

I am grateful to have had the opportunity to return to Romania and to put my hands to work on your behalf. Thank you again for your support!

For those of you who are faithful in prayer, I would appreciate your payers as I consider further ministry to the Romanian people. A couple of amazing opportunities have been brought before me and I am in need of wisdom and direction as I consider them. Thank you.For those of you who are faithful in prayer, I would appreciate your payers as I consider further ministry to the Romanian people. A couple of amazing opportunities have been brought before me and I am in need of wisdom and direction as I consider them. Thank you.

What Romania taught me part 1

2008-10-24T18:09:00.011-05:00

Why me?

As I reflect on my most recent experience of working alongside the Lord in Romania I can’t help but ask, Why me. Why would God choose to send me to Romania? The only explanation that I can come to is that He wanted to show me how mighty He is.

If you spoke with me at any length in the days and weeks leading up to my departure, I have no doubt that you sensed a thick quilt of apprehension covering the excitement and enthusiasm that I felt in returning to this country that I have grown to love.

Like Gideon I found myself unsure of accomplishing the task that God had called me to. I wanted to go, but circumstances told me that this was impossible. On several occasions I found myself thinking, “God are you sure?” I’m small, I’m weak I’m, tired, and in pain. Are you sure I am the right servant for this task? With every God I’m_________ that I would express to Him God would tenderly respond, “I’m God”

Intellectually, I knew that God was God, and nothing is impossible with Him. However, until I had been striped of my plans, and everything that I knew to be comfortable; until I had nothing to stand on but faith, and the promises of God I never took a firm hold of these timeless truths.

Physical circumstance said that I would be a fool to travel to Romania. Who takes a trip of this magnitude after spending months on bed rest? But, I’ve learned that giving ones life to Christ is to surrender my ideas for His. It is not about human ability. God does not think in human terms. It’s about being available to Him. Having no agenda of my own, but placing myself in God’s hands as a tool for Him to use as He wills. Then waiting expertly for God to move, and following Him where He leads. When doing this I find that His strength is made perfect in weakness, and the impossible becomes more than possible. He is mighty!

Here are some pictures of my trip. More pictures and stories will be comming soon. Stay tuned.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=107997&l=29b0e&id=747510456

Thank you for your prayers and amazing support! God did amazing things though you.

Speaking to Homeschoolers

2008-10-21T16:59:00.005-05:00

Please be in prayer with me and for me regarding this event. May God be glorified and my audience captured by the work that God is doing in Romania. Please Pray that these young people will see what God has chosen to do through me, and they will consider what He might have in store for them both now and in the future. Thank you for your prayers! I look forward to seeing many of you on October 30.

Christian Home Educators Association HARVEST CELEBRATION

THURSDAY, OCTOBER 30,2008

Please join us for a very special evening!

Melissa Melvin will be sharing with us her recentadventures in Romania.

Place: Odell Community Hall

Date: October 30,2008

Each family should bring a snack and a drink to share. We will gather at 6:45 p.m.. Melissa will speak at 7 p.m.After a Q&A time, we'll have refreshments and a time for table games. Please bring your families' favorite games to share with others. If you have any ideas for a great group game, please let me know. The upstairs of the Community Hall will not be available to us, so advise your children we will be staying down stairs for this event. Please RSVP to me by October 28, 2008. If you have questions or need directions, contact Kay Eichler, 815-998-2484, or email me.

Melissa Melvin, for those of you that are new to our group, is a former homeschooler. She has a great passion to be used for Christ . She just got back (Saturday) from her most recent trip to Romania. We hope to see you ALL on October 30, as she shares about her most recent adventure.